diary from a fishbowl

bang bang, my baby shot me down~

2010-09-12T21:56:00.001+08:00

yea, this is the ASE YA cell. uni students to just-stared-working-20+yr-olds.

oh, n plus uncle jerry.

ages 20-30.

n this is what we do during games week.

NERF war

Mr subaru, Mr cirocco, Mr Jaguar, Mr focus, Mr mercedes, Mr chevrolet n Ms vespa-to-be...

i think e poeima youth have more mature games :p

Shawn n i were supposed to organize, but i lazy, so e plan was just to get all sorts of yummy stuff to the Khans n play 'games'.

mark, fuwen n i were e 1st to reach his place. we had to wait in e car.... biang...

even Shawn Shepherd's pie arrived faster than him.

poor delivery guy, after a while, fuwen decided to take e pie 1st.

oh, talking abt that, according to Shawn, we could not just buy anythin we liked,

afterall its a CELL GROUP....so....

even the food had to have some scripture verse to them.

but knowing e guys, all e scripture verses were.. um.... lets just say: not used appropriately

eg...

shepherds pie--> The Lord is my Shepherd, i shall not be in want (Ps23)

sio bak--> the priest shall offer up the fat..(Lev 7:3)

n guess what is kueh pie tie? totally ridiculous....

filial piety.

ahhhhh... darn fulllll.... dont know how much i ate, noodles, abt 3 bowls, half e pack of rojak... bag of ruffles... fried rice... etc

but dont like all e sio bak, duck... so oily!!!

fuwen calls it liquid gold.

liquid poison more like it.

full stomach=tired. nitey.

almost lover

2010-09-07T19:42:00.001+08:00

did i make it that easy for you to walk in and out of my life?

a qn i always wanted to ask you but i'm not sure i would want to know the answer. its a qn tt has long lost its moment, but it still bugs me from time to time.

we were not quite...anything. not quite ... anything. there really isnt a word to describe it.

on the surface we are still friends... i guess. and tho hints of the old times do surface, i guess its better this way.

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind, images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes, clever trick

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me in the shade
And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you would never ever forget these images, no

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot try the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind

So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy to walk
Right in and out of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Why can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

rise of Christ in China

2010-09-06T08:46:00.020+08:00

its been quite a while since i read e whole newspaper so somehow it took Marcos to tell me abt it before i frantically fished it out of the recycling pile. if i still had pets, confirm wld have become their bedding liao.

this is GOLD. i was totally beaming as i read thru it even though a part of my mind was wondering if the writers and editor were christian.

i mean, it took 7 pages of the Saturday paper.

of course its an intriguing read. facts that are of interest to people from all walks of life, be they Christian or not, Chinese or not.

page 2

page 4&5

page 6&7

it reminds me of Nepal, Janakpur, and in particular the Maithili. when we went there last month, the biggest take home was the people's fervency and resilience in a society and environment which is alot more difficult that what we have here in Singapore.

bikau just sent an email to us detailing the conversion of two more families to Christ after a healing miracle of one of the man's leg. i only briefly skimmed thru e email cos i was on the mrt and i had like 100+++ mails to read... but my instant thought was: why dont i see that in my church? why dont i see that in my life?

and reading abt the Church in China growing, 5 turning to 50, in the snow, with no roof.
people singing with gusto but in hushed tones so as not to provoke neighbors...
and, well, i dont see growth around me. we in our air-coned hall. maybe i'm blind, maybe growth is not just in numbers, maybe, maybe, maybe we're too comfortable.

maybe i'm too comfortable. i am.
i dont deny that i'm born V privileged. i knew that even before Nepal smacked me in e face.

but nv have i been so embarrassed abt having all that i have.
and jealous abt not having what these Christians in Nepal and China have.

where is my treasure?
the book Being a Contagious Christian has something interesting in Chapter 2...
it suggested putting "soon to be burned" on possessions.
that includes talents, looks, smarts, career, bgrs, , ,
and ... people whom i love.

it is urgent.

Jesus in the rice fields, Jesus in the office, Jesus in the home.
is it like that for me? well, i do try, just need to try... erm... harder.

i could not find any online version of the article, so here's e close-ups for those who want to read them :)

page 2.1

2.2

3.1

3.2

4.1

4.2

5.1

5.2

6.1,6.2

7.1

7.2,7.3

white trash

2010-09-05T18:33:00.004+08:00

just came back from sending Joanne, Evan n Yeeps off at Changi airport T3.

Joanne n Evan's going back to US to start another term in ... shoot, i forgot the degree's name.... school of supernatural sciences or sth like tt.

my mind's on something else.

fuwen bought a bike, white trash.

no, thats what he calls it, white trash. dont have a pic of it but looks smth like tt...

white trash.

i dont know why it gets on my nerves, i mean, its gorgeous n all...

wait, i know why it gets on my nerves. cos he does not want it n wants e vespa i rejected instead.

an aquaintance's aquaintance wanted to get me my dream bike (once i get on w actually finishing my lessons) ... a baby blue vespa. but i declined cos.. well cos its too big a present from someone i dont know well.

but its a vespa~~~~~ waaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!

n its baby blue~~WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa!!!!!

so yeah, i'm glad fuwen has bruises n scratches on his calf from kickstarting his bike.

gonna be a Mac snob

2010-09-04T10:20:00.000+08:00

decided to start blogging again.

havent even visited my blog in a loooong while. mainly cos i've been so busy.

Birthdays,,, weddings,,, church camp,,, Nepal,,, jimbo n gang,,, the list goes on~

even when i'm free, i'd rather kinda laze infront of e comp watching youtube :p

well, talking abt comp, i'm gonna get a mac book pro. yeah, i'm gonna be a Mac snob.

not a mactard yet.... yet.

resisted for a while but ah crap, its chio n its video n pic editing is much better so i guess i can put up w getting used to something new.

came across these AWESOME decals!

just waiting for my ladies card to be approved den i go NUS buy :)

if it makes you happy

2010-03-27T08:09:00.003+08:00

i've seen him around the condo a couple of times but never even said hi. then this morn i happened to walk past him ...... him: you know happiness is mentally healthy. me: (i had just finished my jog) i'm happy when i run.... him: have you happy ppl mentally stressed? hapiness is accepting things and not dwelling on them. me: er, yeah, thanks for e tip.

irony of having a social phone but no social life

2010-03-26T08:10:00.002+08:00

I'm on e way to work and blogging at the same time ! tho its taking me like ages to get even one sentance done ... not that easy w dexter as compared to e jedi council. yeah, for those of you who forgot or just din know yet, i name all my electronics. erm, ok, i havent figured out how to make a new line so this post's gonna be in one loooong paragraph. i can put in alot of spaces tho ok, lame. 30min to get to work n i've been typinh all e way, seriously, this' my social life. figured i might as well make use of what i've got. dexter's good company, he plays music, surfs e net for me, checks my emails, messages and collates e interesting ones for me, plays games .... he's even stubborn like me! oh gosh... i'm turning into an otaku... ok, reached clinic. gtg, but will be back tmr!

Mmmm whatcha say

2009-09-08T23:06:00.004+08:00

Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say?
Mmmm that it's just what we need
you decided this
whatcha say?
Mmmm what did she say?

change

ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut outs
speak no feeling no I don't believe you
you don't care a bit,
you don't care a bit

____________________________________________
there's nothing more to say, so just let it be. and lets be friends.
____________________________________________

change topic.

i just came back from uncle robert ong's wake.
Jeremy, your poem was short and sweet. great job dude.

i feel quite silent, but there's some urgency awakened in me.
i want to be able to see my parents in heaven.
i must be able to see my parents in heaven.
God help me

i love you mom

2009-09-05T06:16:00.000+08:00

i love you mom.
you're my friend.
i want to be just like you

the sticker boys are gone!

2009-09-04T18:21:00.002+08:00

looks kinda larger than normal

that's because the temperature scanners are gone.

they stopped sticking stickers on us 3 days ago so it was kinda expected i guess.
well i'm happy.

no1) they're useless. they hardly turn away anyone. my colleague running a high fever and looking terribly sick got past them. once, my foreign patient complained that one of the sticker girls took off her N95 mask just to sneeze a HUGE one, then put it back on.Diao~

that's what i call them, sticker boys/girls. they are probably students doing part time word, cos they dress like students. i don't expect them to wear suits or scrubs, but there's no need to look like you're going clubbing. and they act like students too, fooloing around with the laptops which are connected to the thermal scanners, doodling on the stickers... sigh.... this is mount e. famous for being 'atas'. and these are the first staff the patients and visitors see when they step in.

no2) the door can be used again!!!

no need to make one BIG round just to get to paragon.
on the other hand, i haven't been sent to Paragon on errands for quite a while. since there're less patients (fasting for muslims and 7mth for the Chinese), things in the clinic have kinda slowed. instead, i spend most of the day at the comp.

at home, i'm forever at the comp, now at work i'm at the comp. eye rings getting worse sia~

the reason izzzz.... Esther/jock mai (gosh, getting rather connfused) convinced me that learning how to manage a clinic could get me futher (the health minister was a clinic manager) than learning the actual medical stuff. meaning instead of seeing actual innards, i'm looking at pictured of them now. i have to suppress my curiosity to not try to understand every medical term i come across, so that i can have my time to crunch numbers about the $$$.

i took Econs/Math/ Chem/ Phy in TPJC. Majored in Chem minored in Econs in NUS.
the perfect combinations for clinic management as it turns out.
i din plan it that way.
i only chose them because i like those subjects slightly more than the rest.

God is amazing.

Live fast die fun

2009-09-02T19:09:00.002+08:00

i've decided to go for it.

and i'm not gonna tell anyone until i've got it.

it would probably take me half a year, cost about $500, give me a couple of bruises and burns.
but when i get it,,,,

WHOOOOO HOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Audry and i tryin hats during our ATAS shoppin

sling- tired

Lets talk about sex

2009-09-01T18:32:00.002+08:00

Alpha males telling each other about how much they're 'getting', the good, the bad, and the downright n.a.s.t.y... well, that's not really surprising to me. Alpha females sharing the unsharables... well.. erm.. i sit quietly and do my stuff, but inside i'm thinking: is this typical non-Christian female conversation?

Fathers teach their kids rubbish. Otosan's fantastic reply to "where do babies come from?"

When you marry, you'd take a boat together to see a man who lives on a far away island. On a pillar table beside him sits a huge bowl full of eggs the size of gumballs. He will ask you, 'girl or boy?'. If you reply 'girl', he'd put a pink egg in your outstretched hands. If you reply 'boy', he'd give you a blue one. Then you take it home and plant it.

at that point, I believed him.

kids usually find out about the birds and the bees fast from their friends or through the internet. but since i was not the friendly sort, i was blissfully ignorant.

i remember in Pri 3, i was sketching a picture of William Farquhar when one of the popular girls came up to me:

"Who's that?"
"William Farquhar"
"What's his surname?"
"Farquhar"
"Can you just say the front part?"
"Farq"

She went away proudly to her sniggering clique, while i went back to my drawing, thinking: what e heck was so funny about 'farq'

in Sec 3, i finally found out. and it was only because i asked my best friend Kat what our friend meant by saying that he was going to 'fly kite'.

as if to make up for lost time, so many people around me are talking about sex! Grah~ i must seem like some kind of pervertic weirdo, the wat i keep dictionary.com-ing the meaning og the those dirty words they use. and now that i know... well,, i still hope they'd stop. Its weird.

stapled an accidental tear on my skirt, gothic.... i LOVE it!!!

2009-07-07T16:34:00.002+08:00

whenever i leave my blog, means something is starting to go wrong. and when i come back, means its already horribly horribly wrong and i'm just looking for a place to pour out to.

i'm alone at home now and frankly i'm panicking. i feel my life is so aimless.
when i panic i eat, and i started on food challenges again, much to the dismay of yuki n frenz...

its now day 5 and for e first time in my life, i'm sick n tired of eating.

so now i'm desperate for comfort. for distraction.

but i dont wanna be a burden to those already so busy and so burdened. n besides, i'm supposed to help, not be helped. in church, among frenz, at work, at home, n the list goes on.

with my cocky attitude, sharp tongue, and carefree smile,,,,,but inside, i sit here wishing for a 'everything's-gonna-be-alright-cos-i-am-here' hug.

its times like these when i forget my ego and just want to be held. its times like these when i wait for the impossible call, the impossible knock at the door, the non-existent arms that would calm this whirlwind in me.

i can call instead of wait. but at least waiting, i can imagine that it just m.i.g.h.t. come. i'd sound pathetic over the phone, asking him to make the trip here just to hug me! he wont come anyway, who am i to him.

k, at least i've calmed down a little. 15 min and tution time anyway... sigh~ need to appear confident again.

lilium

2009-05-16T20:25:00.003+08:00

been neglecting my keyboard in favor of other more "exciting" instruments lately. but you cant play lilium on the guitar or bass without sounding pretty too funked up. just like you cant play opera on the guitar or bass.

the song's in latin and is pretty much from Psalms and the epistle of James.

Os iusti meditabitur sapientiam
Et lingua eius loqueter indicium

Beatus vir qui suffert tentationem
Quoniqmcum probates fuerit accipient coronam vitae

Kyrie, ignis, divine, eleison
O quam sancta Quam serena
Quam benigna Quam amoena
O castitas Lilium!

The mouth of the just shall meditate wisdom
And his language shall be clear

Blessed is he who suffers temptation
Since he, with striving, shall receive the crown of life

Lord, fire divine, have mercy
Oh how sacred How serene
How benevolent How lovely
Oh, lily of purity!
Lilium Elfen Lied

i'm flirting with the bass, flinging with the guitar, but in the end, my heart still belongs with the piano :P

smaller boobs pls

2009-05-15T21:29:00.001+08:00

where i work at, boobs are an everyday topic. and no, not in a kinky sense. its a hospital clinic k. think breast cancer awareness.

but i do hear often of ladies who want them bigger. and for friends who ask me, i tell them to eat more. seriously. kei asked me that day if i had 'grown', i told her its where all the noodles and rice seem to go to.

i'm voluptuous and i'm cool with that. but i'm not so cool when guys are more interested in my figure than in what i say. its like heloooo~ *tilt my head down to match their gaze level*

or when my athletic abilities are questioned becos of the way i look.

so, smaller boobs will be nice. but how e heck does one accomplish tt? tryin to eat less but not really succeeding. raargh, i don wanna look like some bimbo!

carbo queen

2009-05-14T23:02:00.001+08:00

while eating dinner, catching up on the news and talking to myself, i suddenly thought: i eat so much and still people think i dont eat just cos i like eating alone and i'm not fat.

they'll question me like "so what did you eat for lunch?" "u sure?" "i think kimi does not eat at all"

WTH.

so here's an example of my dinner:

i had finished the pot of tofu soup and was already half way thru the noodle mountain...

rice + the bit of soup left.

mom hid the maggi mee, but i found it. so thats next.

maggi takes 5 min in microwave to be really soggy so in the mean while... another bowl of plain rice

other barang barang like fishballs and vege and peanuts, not worth taking photo.

maggi is addictive, had another one

admittedly, its a little more than normal, cos i was in a gorging mood. but yeah.

dessert on my bed..

box of nougats, thanx EC!

only like the crunchy ones tho, kei likes the soft ones, 'll pass her them later :)

so there. i prefer to eat alone. having ppl around distracts me from savoring every bite.

RP more important than mambo... yeah

2009-05-13T23:39:00.003+08:00

me in the clinic:
"dr H is fully booked today"
"cannot squeeze in ar?"
" sorry, really cannot...Dr H schedule really packed..."
"i come all the way you know!"
"how about next week?"
"har... today can?"
"really cannot, dr H got blah blah blah.."

me on my hp:
"i'm meeting the RP ppl, then promised a fren to help him with his Japanese"
"after that mambo la!"
"that'll be 11++pm, cannot lar"
"vee boyfriend coming you know"
"sorry my schedule really packed..."
"change leh, change leh, mambo eh"
"how about next week?"
"har... tonight la"
"too late notice, cannot... blah blah...."

its like my phone dialogue doesn't change.
sling-kinda-thing thinks that i should make it a rule for friends to book appointments with me.... nt bad idea sia~
sorry lar, sling n yuki, really too short notice, mambo next week k :)

just came back from helping Kenn catch up with his Japanese schoolwork. really dead beat.

btw, HAPPI quarter centuary BIRTHDAY GION~ ONONONONON!!!

i realized that i have no idea who reads my blog.

2009-05-11T02:00:00.000+08:00

take for example, the me kayaking at lower seletar with RP. i've mentioned it a dozen times in here but still call it a secret. cos yuki can still ask me why i so burnt. obviously he stopped reading when i got lazy with my postings a few mths back.

means i can say crappy things about him here eh. hmmm...... ahahah.

so the tpssc gang doesn't come here (jimbo maybe heh) ... edamame gang also.... np gang also.... RP won be bothered... bsf family also... nus-fellas... ASE, nop (linn they all so noisy, sure will know if they come)...

many many 猪狗朋友, but those i see dont seem to bother with blogs.

so who are those in my stat counter?

shiok view from my balcony, rain or shine...

han-something

2009-05-10T21:58:00.000+08:00

many months ago i had a dream, i was getting married, that very day.
i was put in a white gown and was inside this Elizabethan hotel. i panicked, and ran. i knew the groom, he's a nice person. it was a horrible dream and i was glad to wake up.

yesterday i had a dream, i was getting married, that very day.
apparently it was a chinese dinner wedding so it wasnt fully commital (i know it does not make sense).
it was arranged, i had no idea who the groom was.
i wore a white dress, i spilled brown tea on it.
i said ok, but still panicked and ran.
i hid at the patio at the front of the hall.
a kid saw me, so i said "could you call the groom over here?"

and he did. trying not to fall off the v. small patio, i said "hi"

he said "hi".

"you ok?"

i nodded. somewhere in between, i guess i warmed.

the guests were leaving, failed wedding but nice dinner.
i met him at the entrance. so there we were in an embrace, kind of a slow dance, with the the guests walking past us. they smiled, not so failed afterall.

he wasn't tall, nor dark nor strikingly handsome. he was nice. youngish, little on the lean side. fair, black longish fringe hair. i don't remember him being funny or talented, but i remember him feeling warm.

i dont remember his name except that it was han-something.

somewhere, i knew i would wake up. but i din want to. cos that would be admitting that he's not real. han-something is not real. but i wanted him to be.

in any case, the red and mahogany ballroom disappeared. han-something's , shoulder was replaced by my pillow.

i turned away from the sunlight and close my eyes, trying to remember han-something. he has got to be real. god, pls pls make him real.

i'm typing this cos i dont want to forget. you can say its ridiculous to love someone who's not real, but why not?

anikin is the one thats not real. the good friend that i made him out to be, he's not real. the decent, misunderstood, mature guy. thats not real. i can call him by a dozen different names, never using his real name, cos deepdown, i know he's not real. and i dont think i want the real him.

so i want han-something.
i'm gonna sleep on the floor again, laptop on, with my pink pillow and white top.
pls pls, let me have part 2 with han-x.

Elfen Lied

2009-05-09T20:07:00.002+08:00

i dont know how i could have missed reading this manga.

stumbled upon the trailer on you tube by chance and got so hooked on it, been glued to the comp since thurs evening, watching all 13 episodes and then reading all 12 books of it.

jimbo, you'd like this.

this pretty much shows you what you're in for : gore and nudity

the style is... v. diverse. think eva + chobits + love hina or perhaps kill bill, anime style

The Diclonius are a species of evolved humans with two horns and vectors, transparent arms that have the power to manipulate and cut objects within their reach. they are mainly held in an experimental facility, but one, Lucy, escapes.
she loses her memory and meets Kohta and Yuka and they call her 'Nyu' and live together.

A Diclonius named Nana and a soldiers, are sent to hunt down Lucy. However, Lucy and her cold characteristics have not yet faded away; whenever she hits her head or is confronted with violence, she reverts to her sadistic side and makes transitions between her two personalities throughout the series.

there's so much more to the story line which touches on human sadism, casual beatings, child sexual abuse, animal cruelty, cruel experimentation and outright killing

One of the most prevalent motifs of the series is the humanity of the Diclonius, especially contrasted against the inhumanity of ordinary people.

One reviewer described the series as "devoted to quite a few of the darker, more callous factors of human nature"

trailer of the 2005 anime using the theme song Lilium

Lilium is sooo beautifully, gothicly, solumn~

as in most cases, the manga and anime have v different endings. manga having more closure and anime being more cryptic. its a tough fight for this one cos both are beautiful endings.

this is what great manga/anime is. no offense but naruto, bleach, etc. cant come close to the sheer art of Elfien Lied.

look at the black glass

2009-05-08T12:23:00.005+08:00

was transiting at cityhall on my way to the clinic. i tend to look down, esp while waiting for the train. something was different tho...

notice anything missing?

where're the yellow lines? the funnel like sign on the floor and the arrow in the middle of it?

i figured that i'd find out sooner or later so my mind wandered to the people around. to the reflection of myself in the glass panels. it had been a while since i saw myself.
i freely use the word narcissistic, vain, cam whore... but i dont really look at myself that often.

i liked what i saw in the dark glass tho. ballet flats, beige pants, white tank and pearl earrings. good, i look warm yet professional.
but i dont feel warm nor professional. its for the patients. its a look.

you can stalk me with chocs anytime

2009-05-07T11:22:00.001+08:00

.... just after my yesterday's post... about guys who are too shy to say hi...

... sigh~, why leave it at the doorstep?

oh well, its ALMOND ROCA...! its like a box of gold nuggets, my fave in the chocolate/caramel category

so, thanx David, tho i really dont think thats your real name. i wont reply your letter cos, erm... i dont even know you so its weird. and you dont know me so dont jump to silly conclusions by just overhearing my conversation with my fren.

if you do see this post, just know i enjoyed the Roca alot :)

just the right amount for a mid-night pleasure~

20 min later...

45 min later...

DJ Ian & me sitting by the pool

2009-05-06T20:02:00.003+08:00

bumped into my kinda-neighbour DJ Ian just as i finished my jog so we went to chill by the pool. catch up with each other and our 'happening ' lives.

that idiot thot i got pregnant cos i looked so pudgy!!! still dare to disbelieve me when i claimed the V-word. if i not so tired, would have shoved you into the pool.

Ian Tan has a way of being a listening ear to me as i complain about the affairs of the heart. being a person who is sooo much like me, practical but foolish at heart, he can understand the feeling of knowing the stupidity in something, but going ahead anyway becos it puts a smile on your face even if its only for a while.

part of my complain:

why do guys have to go one biiiiiiiigg round, thru facebook, thru frenz, thru mail box (yes, conventional mail) to intro themselves?

i was at the party/ gym/ gathering for hours, y wait until so much later?

guys who have the boldness to approach get immediate points. cos i know its not easy, i'm loud, i'm blur, and more often then not, i'm surrounded by protective friends.

so Ian asked what kind of guy i liked: (pls take it with a pinch of salt)

i'm a go getter, so my guy has to top that. he's got to know what he wants and fight for it. if i'm worth it, fight. if not, dont bother starting.
i'm cheeky, my guy has to top that.
i'm fit, my guy has to top that.
i trust in the Bible and Christ, my guy has to equal that.

boost me up!

2009-05-05T22:00:00.002+08:00

i need energy. and the absurd thing is that the more energy i spend, the more tired i am, the less solid food i can take. i'll be drinking a can of coke every couple of hours, having protein shakes during lunch and making my noodles and rice as soggy and mooshy as possible for dinner.

my colostrum and energy pills, just started taking them again.

p/s, the big one is my pill case

colostrum

strengthens immune system (swine flu)
improves and protects against allergy (i'm allergic to prawns)
promotes wound healing (sports recovery)
improves nutrient absorption, increases bone mass
protect against free-radicals (sun)

the brown ones just make my body better use its resources for energy.

really need them... was like sniffing all afternoon, which is BAD!!! cos...

mount E's flu check

yeah, it's started.

i'm NOT SICK btw... the aircon is just too cold. i get cold easily.
but of cos patients dont know that, so if i sniff they'd think i'm infected. so must control.

out of my 4 tuition boys, 3 kena flu and postponed tuition!
think its exam stress tho...
my immune system is very power so it'll have to be the genuine swine flu if i am to fall ill.

but choi choi choi! i've got too much on my schedule to be able to afford being quarantined!
k, gonna jog now, tata :)

stupid stupid stupid

2009-05-04T21:09:00.001+08:00

you're so stupid.

i'm here, and you're soo stupid!

dumb. woodenheaded.

あんたバカ!

.i'm so stupid.

otosan's 55

2009-05-04T17:37:00.002+08:00

today Dr Hong not in clinic so i have the day off! which is perfect cos its otosan's bday :)

supposed to visit the S.A.M. (singapore art museum for those blur ppl), bbbbuuuuttttt.....

swine flu form, note qn 6 i friggin work at mount E! raargh. so thats it. am i gonna be refused entry at other places in time to come? crappy but no choice, dun wanna lie about it just to see a few paintings.

seriously tho, i'm not scared. the only asian case as of now is not even an asian. hope it ends soon and not cripple the already crappy economy.

so went swensen's instead.

topless 5, 7.90

chose sticky choco mix, yummy raisin, chocolate peanut buttercup, pistachio almond and lime sherbet. but realized that the color combi was really poor!

verdict: sticky choco, rum n raisin, and penut rox heavy! pistacho almond was too almondy. lime sorbet is really nice but somehow doesn't go with the creamyness of the others.

seafood lasagna 13.90

absolutely sinful

sirloin steak 20.90

the correct portion size = a deck of cards. bingo. other places over serve.

ribeye steak 22.50

i prefer the sirloin to rib eye... but then again, i'm not a meat person, i prefer carbo.

gtg, kenneth's here for tuition. raargh, tuitioning OT cos of the mid terms.

Angel (sarah McLachlan)

2009-05-03T19:42:00.009+08:00

Spend all your time waiting For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay

There�s always one reason To feel not good enough
And it�s hard at the end of the day

I need some distraction Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins

Let me be empty And weightless and maybe
I�ll find some peace tonight

heard that mabel and fabian are back together again. its probably old news but its news. cos they were dating when we all were in TKSS, den they broke up, and had their own happenings, and a decade later, i hear they're back.

and i know that many are counting on that for fu wen n i.

time heals, and that kinda sucks actually. cos it means that memories fade, and you dont really miss each other anymore. it becomes normal to not be at each other's family gatherings, normal to not know whats happening in each other's lives. normal to not tell each other things, sad things, even happy things.

i can wear the stuff he gave me without thinking about him, go the places we used to go, do the things we used to do, hardly reminiscing. maybe i just learned to shut the thoughts somewhere cos they're useless, or maybe i'm hard hearted.

some say that i dumped him, that i'm commitment phobic and he wanted to settle down. they can say whatever they want.

and certainly, there are alot of rascals who are going all out with the nonsense stories. judging by the average rumour, i seem to be a very happening wildchild.

admittedly, there are SOME with basis, but it amuses me to keep them guessing. i like being cryptic.

when kimi ran

2009-05-02T21:04:00.003+08:00

RP training at lower seletar

very very dumb thing happened.
was thinking of staying the day to help the RP team out with their new junior batch. chatting with sihan, alan, hanting and lala (the other lala)... den suddenly

" hey, its amanda"

i din even think, ran into the shed, grabbed my bag and ran off.

dunnoe why lar, still avoiding confrontation i guess.

gotta come out soon tho... RP is gonna be training in Macrit by 20th may. they can say that the timing will not be the same as NUS or the nat team but yeah, sure will bump into them sooner or later.

is that bad? what am i afraid of? i dont know, i just know i'm happy just the way things are right now, with no connection to the past or future at all.

sally's housewarming

2009-05-01T23:28:00.003+08:00

sally's back row, second from left.

just came back from sally's house warming. surreal feeling. the NP gang, sitting in her new home, at AMK, looking at her wedding dress...

we've known each other for like 12 years? since sec 1. half our lives!
n now one of us has... well... settled.

(photos coming soon, see facebook)

when ever i meet my NP gang, its like a different world altogether. for one, i talk nonstop. we all talk NONSTOP. in CHINESE!!!

if not for you guys, my chinese would suck worse. i almost forgot how i can talk 200 words a min in (quite good) 中文.

sooo love you, connie, qiu jing, lai lin, sally, liang zhong, kuah, pek...
and those who were not there... Y NEVER COME?!?!?!?!??

the thankyou bouquet

2009-04-30T18:58:00.003+08:00

this came at the end of the day:

darn huge bouquet. more like a tree.
you'd hardly get this in many professions, being able to help people in their time of need. so even tho i just do admin here, even tho i'm not putting my hon's degree to use, i love it. and it reminds me everyday, in so many ways, how blessed i am.

i'm anti-bread talk. dont buy me stuff from breadtalk. used to be pretty into it, but the quality has really decreased thru e years.

was looking around for cakes to buy for otosan's birthday,

mmm.. macha roll... i'd like this but i dun think kei would.

my 2nd choice, champagne cake from swissbake.think i'll buy myself one for my bday.

gossip guys

2009-04-29T22:57:00.005+08:00

not really working on the udon thing anymore, just no time. i'm like having most of my meals out also, so yeah.

like the other day, jock mai took me to lunch at sushi tei, of cos i can't "excuse me, 5 bowl udon pls".. rite...

but in any case, most days my lunch looks like today's:

croqquette bread, $1.60. tuna mayo bun, $2.10. from isetan's bakery. soy milk, $1.30 jolly bean. custard puffs, $1.40 for 3. subway niche. looks like i spent alot but its all covered by Dr Hong :P

den a patient brought in a few boxes of these:

peanut pancakes!!!!!!

joined the RP team for dinner, actually more like joined the guys, the gals sat at another table cos they came much later, n i din get to talk to them.

tomi, yong an, ben and nick

they were actually primping for the cam in anticiation of a posed shot, but nah, this one better, show their hiaoness.

we TOTALLY gossipped the whole way! oh man, these guys are soooo fun. the whole team sounds soooo fun!

and seems like they 're extra fun when drinking ;)

Strawberry, they soo spilled the beans on you dude...

to run or not to run

2009-04-28T23:44:00.000+08:00

kei decided to start running. again. wonder how long she's last this time, usually its a week.

but this time's different. she's got a goal (won tell you what).
kinda cool cos i realized that i ran faster just now, knowing that she somewhere ahead (she run 3k, i'd run 4k, so i turn around later than her) love the thrill of a mini challenge :)

abi asked me if i was gonna do the ST marathon again this year. i dunnoe eh, running alone for 7 hrs kinda sian...

but in any case, just train up a bit. best is if i could jio someone. but that someone cannot be too fast or too slow, hmmmm...... thats e problem of having too many friends who are either guys or are from the emo generation (i.e. not running kind)

after our first ST, 2007

jason yap!!!!! you wanna run this year???

once upon a time at T2

2009-04-27T02:14:00.001+08:00

just got home. been a long day. physically tired and mentally confused, but i'll address that in another post.

uncle matt smsed me out of the blue to come downstairs. actually i could guess la, he rented a car again and jioed able out for a spin to no where. well, this time got somewhere, T2.

boy do i love midnight drives!

watching Once on matt's laptopBSF ppl are like, erm classy eaters, but since i'm a soft drink junkie, matt n able decided on macs to accomodate me, soo sweet!!!

gosh i miss my uncle alan tho....
you think that 30somethings are boring? nOOOOOOO, they've got WAAAYYY more spontaneity that most youngsters i know !

...
tired...
daniel meade is online, but my mind blank now, tmr tmr, cant handle him today.

shoppin with the fashionista

2009-04-26T06:51:00.001+08:00

raargh, whole day back to back, church then tuition wei lun then tuition jereld. finally free at 630pm so decided to go meet kei to check out tampines one.

i dont ususlly shop, and when i do, i dont usually shop with people cos i dont like feeling like i'm dragging them about. but i kinda like shoppin with kei. cos she's such a fashionista!!! she'll look at her own stuff and not focus on my shoppin, which i like :)

"you dress very unglam"
"what's wrng with this???" aahhaha, was wearing a tennis skirt, stand chart marathon tee and slippers.

the manequin at topshop, that's kei's own clothes btw.. freak, even the shoes happen to be the same color

darn, daniel meade not replying my msn... make me rush home for what sia~
idiot idiot idiot, i'm lke half scolding myself, why was i so compelled to rush home just cos he asked me to come online.

kitsune udon 6 bowls pls

2009-04-23T11:58:00.002+08:00

thats the best i can do so far. which is really pathetic if you consider what i used to be able to wolf down...

1 mth to train up. sian.

a crazy liverpool kid's room

2009-04-21T07:13:00.000+08:00

was at the Pasir ris mega courts the other day, first thing i saw was a huge sign that announced that courts is the official furniture brand of liverpool.. or something to that effect.

first thing i thought: isn't this driving away non-liverpool fans? and besides, which liverpool player would have any furniture at home from Courts...

they must have paid a fortune to get the exclusive rights, i wonder how much can they make back from these ridiculous items,

seriously, i dont see any difference from just pasting liverpool stickers all over the kids room, cheaper sommore.

my kid would never have stuff like that. totally throws off the asthetics of my home decor. Seth's room would have to be sleek and minimalistic.

tampines one

2009-04-20T07:02:00.007+08:00

i remember an article in the news paper a few years ago that said that the human traffic at Tampines mall area is like in the 1 million, waay more than even orchard road.

with the opening of tampines one, jia lat lar.... MM Lee wants to aim for what, 6 million population from our now 4 plus million, i seriously dred that.

i mean, look at the number of ppl in tampines one! its like china town during the CNY season!

shopping is really no fun when you have to squeeze your way everywhere. but since i was with the family, we just checked out some shops, after all, family outings are like once in a blue moon.

before even entering, the first shop you'd see is yamakawa super.
in japan, 7-11 ish shops are called supers... short for super mart i guess although they are small.

its like stepping into a shop in Japan. you'd find stuff you cant find elsewhere, at prices you wont find elsewhere. *i'm being sacarstic*

can or bottle or cannish-bottle?

translate the item name to Japanese and you can double the price

this costs $2 plus at NTUC

bought this for Fuz- $2.50

new flavor! they also have kiwi pocky, special salted flavor pucca. etc.

come to think of it, you'd find plenty of Japanese shops... like 3 per floor.

cool

arn't these round bottom flasks?!?!

din bother check out the fashion shops... wahahaha... we prefer shopping for food than clothes, it runs in the family.

k, gonna go to the clinic, c ya all tomorrow :)

girls are like strawberries

2009-04-19T17:32:00.004+08:00

got back to an sms by mom saying that dad was feeling dejected so went to have a chat with him. i dont really chat with him these days... prob cos i find my parents room too hot for comfort. bad reason.

well, the conversation turned to my old classmates who were getting married. at 24! i dont know, just feel thats kinda young... i mean even otosan was only married at 28, and that was like a generation ago.

apparently, in japan, some say girls are like strawberries, or actually more like christmas cakes.. the strawberries on christmas cakes. * in Japan, christmas cakes almost ALWAYS have strawberries on them. and the strawberries have to be perfect. so leading up to the 25th, the price of strawberries sky rocket. then after christmas they plunge.... no need liao.

26th onwards can buy them cheep cheep~

kia's quarter centuary bday

2009-04-18T23:46:00.000+08:00

this is like a replay of my bday last year la. lazy ppl's bday = MJ + ben and jerries

hp dieded a little after i left my house at 7am.. how to arrange surprise like tt? heng heng yuki got plan and call the rest.

stin stin's dress sense got better. he actually "looks" slimmer!

the music of the night--> ah lian songs. i.e. 90s clubbing

mj don play money, ah wee not interested.

salmon chips and wasabi chips!

dunnoe which smart alac mixed up the seasoning..

happiness 100%. i LOVE the gang. nobody cares how i look, good natured insults all around, laugh until peng, yet the conversation is somewhat intelligent.

den can drive for impromptu supper~

i love JeremyTan's place!

2009-04-16T21:15:00.004+08:00

cut my hair!

looks so different but actually i just cut the fringe only :P decided to look more Japanese. but realized that it made me look even younger. darn. not that i dont like that but most parent dont like their tuition teacher to look almost the same age as their kid,.

strawberry smoothie. jerm's is the small one.

seriously. its always, bubble gum-candy-chocolate-hardboiledegg-cereal-doughnuts at his place. during tuition! but this is... well, his mom wants to open a dessert shop so ... yeah... but how come mine is SOOOO HUGE??? its a meal in itself lar!

but nice. very nice. got pearls sommore. she said next time she make different flavor.
*eyes open wide wide*

kapok-ed Jerm's hat.

ahh~ tomorrow is free day! what shall i do?

salvation army part 2

2009-04-03T19:09:00.003+08:00

finally got to go to salvation army again. and its totally awesome! it has to be for me to be willing to take a 45 min bus ride half way across S'pore. gosh i hate bus rides...

the article where they interviewed kei is up at the front desk!

stools for $2 each! bought 6. hp laser printer for $30 but too bad it wasn't working. dont buy electronics from here cos there's no guarentee it will work well.

so pritti, can match my bedsheets!

seriously odds and ends sia...

ping pong table and some cupboard that looks like it came from ancient Japan.

i want these!!!

cutesy little rocking chair and some WAAAAYYYYYY cool chair that looks like its made for hobbits! $280 only, its a steal! i want i want i want... but cannot :(

who e heck will buy these?

interesting lar, but i'm a fast shopper, was done in about 30 min, bought a tank top. mom and dad took like ... argh... 3 hrs!!!!

strangely, the stuff that we donated last time wasn't around... not even 1 item. were they too good and taken? or too bad and thrown? i wonder....

blog's got a new name!

2009-04-02T12:48:00.006+08:00

its about time i changed it man. no more a teacher for some time already.

this' the winning entry from my 'name my blog' competition i had the other time. or at least its as close as i can remember it to be. Jimbo gave me so many friggin titles all about fishbowls dat i cant really remember which one was the best. gion's was second place... "fish food for thought".. if i have another blog i'd name it tt perhaps.. heh. nah, 1 blog is tiring enough.

the prize--> ben n Jerries! mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

so yeah! here comes my diary from a fishbowl!

here comes the diary of a jack of many trades, girl of many many many faces :)

full day= happi day

2009-04-01T23:35:00.002+08:00

busy busy busy.
830am to 4pm at Mt E
come home, run,
530pm to 7pm tuition Jerald
go airport
8pm to 10pm tuition Jeremy
i feel so great!!! a full day!!! you know how long since i've actually had A FULL PRODUCTIVE DAY?!?!
ahhhhhhhhhhh

Jeremy's DISGUSTING handwriting.

well at least he's getting serious about studying

btw, i washed my sneakers... white white again!

tomorrow training, yay!

pi 什么 pi ?!?

2009-03-31T15:11:00.000+08:00

yesterday i turned up in black pants, dark green blouse and black cardigan.... dark dark dark... which was no good.
cos everyone else was wearing beige, and yellow, and happy colors, which made sense since you want patients to feel comforted and happy. not sombre... which was me.

so this is me today :)

i not trying to act cute, i'm just showing my crocs!

lunch is 1pm to 2pm. and i pretty much have it alone cos, haha, i dont know why! the rest dont have time i guess, so they tell me gogogo go lunch.. so i go.

#1, between lucky plaza and tangs

#2 between tangs and Far East

#2 was very irritating!!! pi! Pi! pi! how i know who you pi-ing at??? me or the car? sommore... pi pi pipipi.... pipipi!!! pipi! are these supposed to mean something?

its like morse code or something, they expect the pedestrians to understand what they mean thru the sounds of the whistle. $%@%@!$

frankly, i think he's just pi-ing for fun.

#1 at least use the baton thingy, can understand better. point at traffic mean car go. point at people mean we go.

oh btw, bumped into cathrine on the way back. she was like wearing the SBS school uniform... she from CJC meh? first time seeing them outside training. makes me want to drop by the wheelock NUM.. see hairul aka strawberry.

yeah, new frenz new part time, thank you God for the prezents :)

part timing at Mt E

2009-03-30T14:44:00.000+08:00

its uncle Ga Tze's clinic

its scary. and humbling, how good the hengs are to me. i cannot list things, cos there's just too much. and now, choc mai offered to part time me at the clinic. to get me off my butt and keep me occupied, to make sure my resume does not have one gaping hole which will look bad to future prospective employers.

8000+++ patients

i file, i admin, i mail, basically barang barang. the place is small (its in orchard, space counts) so there's not much place to work with.

interestingly, this week fu wen is on night shift. he's 4pm to 8am and i am 9am to 5pm. when i leave, he comes, when i come, he leaves.

goodbye guitar

2009-03-27T11:15:00.000+08:00

14th b'day present from my mom

my first ever guitar, broke its neck in 2 during the millennium party. fuwen tried to fix it, glued the fracs back and put a balm on the main crack. never played like before. still held on till it until now, tho i have a new one, cristmas prez from yeeps two years ago. hmm.... last year my xmas prez was a keyboard... seems like all my music stuff are prez... ipod for vday, CDs for xmas...

next thing i'm aiming for is a bass guitar. already taking lessons, with 'zip'. yeah, 22 year old rocker geek who likes to show off his crazy talent. forgot his real name. i call him zip. wanna know why? ask Linn ;P

i've got so much to give

2009-03-26T10:54:00.001+08:00

planned to go salvation army again today but stomach ache from eating too much solid food again. raargh!!!

its a hp camera what do you expect, sure delayed reaction lor..

gosh i love the place. i'm not a vintage digger kind of person, and i don't buy stuff just becos they are cheap. but somehow, i like the feel of the place. its like a museum, the weird stuff that they have there.

i've got so many good things to give away. i like having belongings only as much as i can pack into 3 large suitcases.

eating so much makes me sleepy, i gonna kun.. ta ta

closing chapter 24

2009-03-24T08:36:00.004+08:00

i've been sitting here for quite a few mins and i still don't know what to type.

can i just start by asking everyone to forget last year? cos i want to forget it. and i cant forget it if everyone keeps asking me about it. there were two times in my life so far i made a huge mess of my life. the first time was when i was 21. the second time was last year, 24.

and with each time, i just wanted to start things afresh. at 21, i overhauled my life. din really do a good job at that. cos i missed things, i missed people. now, lets just say, i'm hauling back the things that i threw out the other time. minus Cinderella.

btw, Cinderella is not who or what you think it is.

and finally, i'm beginning to accept what life is like after Snow-white. yeah, it was 8mths ago, but i have delayed reactions to things. and at the back of my mind, i never really thought he could not love me anymore. maybe it was because i never really knew why he loved me in the first place. i think he does not know the reason himself.

so when can we say its truely over and close this chapter?

either he finds someone else, or i find someone else. and its not going to happen, at least for many many years, cos its just not within our nature. i'm not being arrogant, i know him. tho i know that he might not think the same way for me.

we could open that bottle of wine. the ice wine that was made the year we got together. he said we would either drink it when we wed, or when it ends.

so, Snowwhite, make that decision. dont ask me if i want to pop the bottle. you want it, fight for it, you dont want it, dont beat around the bush. make the first move, i'm not going to this time.

just have 1 qn tho, i dont know what to do with all the things he gave me. its all over my room and its starting to look strange (i.e. hanging on to the past)...

Yuki の kitchen episode 1 (introducing ESCY)

2009-03-22T23:34:00.004+08:00

i dont know which was the bigger whoohaa, that it was the first time our edamame gang was cooking, or that it was the first time that we'd be seeing the much talked about Edwin Soh Chin Yan. yes, capital ESCY. come to think of it, it looks like Ecstasy. well... i digress.

since i just recovered from a week of merlioning, i din really wanna turn up, but sling threatened to downgrade me from a leech to a worm.... heh, couldn't squirm out

Mr multi-talent

i really thought that ESCY was gonna cook with us, but the smart boy was busy scoring brownie points!

the first thing we did was ofcos, cook edamame. from then on, it seemed to take shape that i would boil stuff, and clean stuff ... sling will season stuff, cut stuff and sing stuff... and yuki will be a gordon ramsey (minus the vulgarities) and do the rest.

yuki: bring me my towel pls (i hold it up for him)
i need a plate (sling digs up one)
where's the olive oil? (i get it, open it and put it infront of him)
truffle oil? (sling gets it)

siling! you left the fire unattended!
kimi, why you cut the onions so slow!

ahahhahahaha... jia lat, we're really terrible helpers.

boil the vege, boil the pasta

steak with black truffle oil!

shishamo. in the broiler for 5 min then squeezed half a lemon over

1 can tomato + onion + garlic + spices + mussles

mussels, $1.90 a pack!

where are the muscles from?
uncle tat jin: the ocean.
yuki (with the air of wisdom) : no no. they are from ...(all of us expecting some knowledge)...the supermarket.

all of us: . . .

dinner after 2+hrs in the kitchen!

lastly, this absurd tissue box

can open properly dont want, purposely make a hole at the bottom of the box for what?

haaaaaaaaaa.... stay tuned for episode 2, probably kimi vs sling challenge!

the good the bad and the ugly

2009-02-26T10:19:00.001+08:00

the good

we've got a new youth pastor, Ezekiel tan.

introing himself

prayer workshop 1

the bad

crappy sling and siyuan, stop it with the nonsense talk!

the downright ugly

around MN at orchard
is this driver retarded or what?

half a mind to post it in STOMP.

my Jedi Council

2009-01-26T10:37:00.001+08:00

my slingy is BAAACK! who else to wear so hiao and go out with sia~

guess who is who :)

i went home after church JUST to change into the boots lar! as gorgeous as it is, it gave me blisters at the calves so neh, won wear them out with the gang. the guys will laugh at me anyway :P btw, check out my new jigsaw bag! was out with kia walking past the onitsuka shop when i anyhow point point point and pointed at it, then i could not take my eyes off it so had to get it!

soooo GORGEOUS!!!! aaaaaahhhhhhh!

another thing i point point pointed at. but 5 digit. cannot anyhow buy...

yest, my Jedi C (laptop name) was soo cute lar! its got a life of its own man~

arh boh! a HUGE one!

this was the very next question

my two 'wen's ...

then it was this

then alot of not fun ones, then this.
yahahahahha eee... ayahahahha. what a question! at least to me, it was unanswerable for a couple of minutes.

no way. she's seen the worst of me. more than anyone else alive.

fu wen lar, got me addicted to Pirates.
who's this kimi sia. i fought with myself...

k.. ta ta.. gonna play pirates again :)

2008 sucked

2009-01-05T22:25:00.000+08:00

after cringing at my attempts to pass my KTV 1101- zhou jie lun, kia decided that i would be better suited for KTV1102-jolin tsai. wahahahha but i wanna be zhou jie lun eh, i wanna be the talented wronged sensitive brooding guy! jolin a bit too cute for me.

kia said someting interesting. that 2008 was a bad year for us rats. and that every rat year was always a bad year. so much for the golden rat year thingy.
i dont believe in astrology so i'm just saying all these with a pinch of salt k.

e.g. out of our gang, 5 of us broke up.
5!
2008 was a year of tears and shocks, anger and lostness for practically the whole gang.

for me, 2008 was the worst year of my life so far. too much to say and i dont think i want to relive it anyway.
new year new things. i'm gonna change the title of this blog. any ideas?

worship bbq at yeeps

2009-01-04T21:49:00.000+08:00

everyone is asking
"why/how come?"
"what happened?"
"what are you going to do now?"

my ans is "i really dont know" x 3

everyone is telling me
"i'm so sorry"
"it just wasn't meant to be"
"pray about it"

and when i say everyone. i mean like 30 + ppl this week already. it was really so frustrating to be at the worship bbq and have to explain to person after person.

"hey, so what classes you teacheing this year?"
"hee, i'm not teaching anymore"
"why?"
"moe sent me a termination letter."
"how come?"
"i dont know"
"i'm so sorry, do you know what happened?"
"i dont know..."
"well perhaps it wasn't meant to be" * hugs me*
"yeah, its ok la"
"what are you going to do now?"
"i haven thought about it yet"
"pray about it ok, i'll pray for you too"
"thanx so much, hey i'm going to get a drink.. ttyl"

i walk a few steps...

"hey jie jie kimi, school jia lat hor"
"hee, i'm not teaching anymore"
"why?"
"moe sent me a termination letter."
"what happened?"
"i dont know..."
"not menat to be lar, eh you ok rite" * punch me on the shoulder*
"yeah, its ok la"
"what are you going to do now?"
"dunnoe, still thinking"
"must pray about it. ask God"
"yep. er, i finding xyz, you saw her? oh i see her!"

i sit down

"school started?"
"hee, i'm not teaching anymore"
"why?"
"moe sent me a termination letter."
"how come?"
"i dont know"
"you need to talk about it?"
"no lar, i'm cool"
"really,come come, tell me more
"i also dunnoe what's going on now la"
"dont worry, it wasn't meant to be" *the huggy vibe is coming*
"yeah, its ok la"
"what are you going to do now?"
"i dont know whats available out there so see 1st"
"come, i pray with you"

fu wen walks past me with the "they mean well" shrug.

a few min later...

"so what CCA did you get?"
"er, long story, tell you another time k, the chicken wings are getting chao da"

i want to be happy and corny and not talk about how upside down my life is.

so i hogged the bbq pit to keep myself busy. i was wearing long sleeves and sweating like a pig but i was happy and corny, making up nonsensical rhymes with gabriel (my sous chef), and hawking my giant cheesy hot dogs

"last one last one, who wants?!!!!!!"

きみちゃん garlic sugar toast

2008-12-12T20:58:00.003+08:00

yesterday while at TM with mom, we saw breadtalk selling garlic bread, except that it was a normal square toast. so, in the usual queen of practicality way, she said 'you can do that.' .

note... queen of kitchen would say ' i can do that.' but noooo...

so.... do then do lor.

i only choose healthy stuff, extra virgin. use the margarine as base if you like a full flavor. i personally like it as plain as possible.

baking is all fine but grilling really gives it the over-a-fire taste

sprinkle sugar just before its done

voila, the kimi chan garlic sugar toast

taste test. 8/10. but then mom will never fail me...

made with love.. heee.
who wants? i love to cook for ppl...

k. gonna shower and go for the SSC xmas gathering! i'm e organizer but i'm late :P

like daughter like mom

2008-12-11T19:22:00.008+08:00

still hobbling. looks like i cant wear heels to Alan Goh's wedding on sat :(

x'mas shoping with mom was supposed to be quite straight forward, go tampines mall, get otosan a hp, do my xmas shopping for my 2 special ppl (secret), taste test places for xmas dinner... voila.

wahahhah, well, as you can see... we got stuck at charles and keith being, well,,,, narcistic

this is on my wish list...

kia say look like neo print.... its e lighting lar...

the trademark smirk.. wahahah

i swear it was mom's idea!

Check out the sides

din get any of the shades but bought a WHOLE lot of other stuff! mom kept telling me to get myself anything as my xmas prezzie!!!! tempted to take advantage of that offer... heee... but nah.. nothing i liked

the 1st 2 prezzies under the tree...one for mom and one for otosan!

dam... i'm getting very irritated by this certain J who keeps calling. if you are reading this, pls pls stop it. you know i have been ignoring the calls for very long already.

Miss clarity and my slurpee

2008-12-10T23:02:00.004+08:00

ubin outing with Joses, Thad and the agape was canceled :(

expecting a lazin around day but as usual, sure got some last min outing! hee...

2 uncles and a girl at a cutsey cafe
i feel like i'm in a world of polly pocket... even the menu is sooooo pinky!

the cafe was full of char bo-s dressed to party... and here in 1 corner sit me in my sneakers and my 2 uncles in their work attire... diao~

Roasted Chix leg $13.80

nothing better to do, play cards. ahahha. loser shuffle, which i realize is almost always me! u. Matt y u always sooo lucky??!?!

Fish & Chippy $9.80

recommended by Matt... i still prefer the wasabi fish n chips from Changing Appetites tho.

i sneaked this in!

its my latest craze. I'm in LOVE with SMOOTHIES!

Even the toilet is soo girly

got back in time to catch Kei just starting to watch LOTR... Yay!! thats e only way i'm able to sleep these days--> playing a familiar DVD until i doze off!

hookay, time to snooze while i can!
nitz everyone

gaki vs Gal Sone 1/3

2008-12-09T15:19:00.004+08:00

man this girl can eat!!!!!
i've been doing eating challenges these few weeks but compared to her i eat like a bird sia...
you have got to check out this episode of gaki no tsukai!

a 7 guy gaki team vs this 43kg babe

its in japanese but watching the whole thing is even if you cant understand e jokes is worth it. just see sone chan eat... and eat... and eat....

if enuf ppl want translation then i'll so subs (its hard work so i won do it if only 1 or 2 requests)

gaki vs Gal Sone 2/3

2008-12-09T15:18:00.002+08:00

its not the time that matters but who gives up first.
all together there are 7 dishes, all together weighing 7kg:

1) Assorted sushi (35 pieces)
2) Yakisoba (serves 4 ppl)
3) Hamburger steak/Salisbury Steak (serves 5 ppl)
4) Curry and rice (serves 3 ppl)
5) Cake (serves 10 ppl)
6) Okonomiyaki (serves 5 ppl)
7) Gyoza (friggin big)

in part 1 we end off with sone chan finishing the steak while the gaki team just started on the yakisoba...

Part 2, the guys change the rules and all eat at the same time!

7 male stomaches fighting the yakisoba while sone chan is already eating the 1kg cake... all the time saying 'oiishiiiiiii..'

gaki vs Gal Sone 3/3

2008-12-09T15:16:00.001+08:00

actually the guys were not prepared and ate lunch 2 hrs before. but still.....

i recon i could last the 35 pieces of sushi and the 4 serving of yakisoba, but not with such a happy smile.

Part 3, the guys gave up

she's NOT BULLIMIC, mind you... apparently she has a stomach 15times larger than normal. and of cos a high metabolic rate... i think its a Japanese thing, look at Kobayashi, previously world no1...

and she eats with class!, not just stuffing your face.
the most incredible food fighter i've seen. EVER.

pain pain pain but still go orchard

2008-12-08T22:02:00.002+08:00

woke up to find smses from all e ppl i've hoped to hear from... FW, DM and Cheryl!
it took me 15 mins go get out of bed cos my left knee and ankles are so frigggggggin p.a.i.n!!!!
still remember those ppl at the road side kept screaming "加油!" "加油!"... halama... its not the 油 la... i got the gas but the machinery has already broken down lor...

but its hari raya sia... stay at home like wasted, k la, go out with Cheryl! mac cafe at the shaw is becoming our hang out place sia... you put 2 ppl who can really talk alot together, we could have spent the whole day there. seriously, never a moment of silence, i dont know how we do it! hee.......

i felt like an ah mah... cheryl kept insisting on supporting my arm as i hobbled. i not ah mah!

then there was the dick in a jar thing. yeah you heard it right, DICK IN A JAR. she told me about it and i was like "no way you're going to point it out, i dont want to see it man!" but i din really know where it was so.... i turned around and saw a huge jar with some beige thing inside.... yaaaaaaarrrrggghhh!!!!!!!!!
i literally ran out of the shop!
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
*shiver* *shiver*
*stomp* stomp*
brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
*clense mind*, think happy thoughts....

anyway, went next door to get her fitting done and there were these 2 angmoh guys who wouldn't quit looking over and smiling. i suppose most girls would think they looked hunky and cheeky... i just think they looked like erm... overenthusiastic. so i took a book from e shelf to engross myself in, some kids book about mammals... at a piercing parlor!!??!?!!?
haaa... i can be very unfriendly if i sense a vibe i dun like.

thanx a. shiela, its sooooo pretty!!!my first x mas prezzie for the year is from Cheryl's mom.

dang, i've really got to get down to getting my prezzies...

stand chart '08 is cheepo

2008-12-07T21:19:00.000+08:00

hmm.. where shall i start...

i was tagless, chipless, friendless, trainingless, sleepless, running 20 miles!

since i din anticipate to run, e most i trained was 1 s.l.o.w. 8km run + a few 4km s. was taking over someone else and had to get the tag and chip from shi yun, but she woke up late so we arranged to meet somewhere right at the back of the start line. but without hp, i couldn't find her!!! and i couldn't find evan and joanne either! finally when the announcer threatened to close the start point in prep for the half marathon, i was practically shoved past the start point.

had no sleep for 2 nights already, and here i was running a race that killed my knee last year... thought of just going home but my stuff was in yuki's bag and so i would have to wait for him to finish :(

looking at all the atheletes around me aroused the die-die-also-do spirit within me. never NEVER start a race without finishing it. not even if you are running a broardy 42.195km that you are not registered for anyway.

so run lor...

but more sensible this year. no jumping, whoooping, dancing along the way :P

still leg pachar by 20km. damage control mode, no matter how ego crashing also just walk. thank God shu yun ran past me so i got my tag and chip at least.

15km left den i noticed that the guy beside me had been walking at the same pace as me for quite some time already. din really know if coincidence so neh mind. they gave out bottles of water and he took one to offer me, when i declined, he threw it away! i din realize that he was looking out for me, sooo sweet!!! he could have run all the way lar, his knee din look pachar lo!

thanx Jason Yap! chatting away the last 10km made it so much more bearable sia~

seriously, i meet the nicest ppl at e ST marathons. this would be a v. long post if i give credit to all! thanx shuhui, calvin, mark (hope i remember your name right) and nameless angmoh guy!

nothing can beat the satisfaction from finishing a crazy race :)

thank God Jason gave me a lift back

almost 7hrs, but i still can wear e shirt with pride cos I FINISHED THE RACE!

ok, pain pain pain.. got to drag my backside to drink water.. thats a 5 min trip to get down the stairs sia :(

mom's 61 years young!

2008-10-29T20:07:00.005+08:00

woke up and realized that i din know whether i needed to be in school or not. but to be on the safe side, i decided to go anyway. @!%#!$%!, i din have to show up since i had afternoon invigilation! waste my time travelling to braddell and back... i could be sleeping sia..er, no lar, who am i kidding, i'm an early bird... i cant sleep past 8am even if i wanted to!

hoo haaa to the pre holidays!!! i have more time to spend with my family :)

was so hard to get every one home at the same time to celebrate mom's birthday...(actually its tomorrow)

mom does not look 61 at all! she hardly looks 51....

we only eat together 5 times a year. 4 birthdays + new year. and almost always, its pizza and pasta and fastfood! dad loves it and its like the most convenient delivery number so yeah...

this time i ordered canadian pizza's mix n' match combo meal..oh wait, i ordered 2 of it :P

MIX N’ MATCH COMBO

1 Regular (10”) Pizza of your choice & 1 of the following side orders:
Baked Lasagna
Jumbo Chicken Wings (3 pcs) & Garlic Toast
Shepherd’s Pie & Garlic Toast
Macaroni Sausage

$23.40
(u.p. $24.80)

beef lasagna

so far, i've never tasted decent lasagna. this comes the closest lar...

shepheard's pie

kinda small portion, it says that 1 combo meal fills 2-3 ppl, can lar... if you have 1 girl 1 guy. or 3 kids.

atlantis

just wanted to try those that i haven't tried b4. verdict --> i can make that = not worth it

beef bacon cheeseburger

shiiioookkk to the max! its no. 1 on my pizza list now.

awwwww...

i wanna marry a guy just like my dad! and i wanna be just like my mom when i'm 61... well, just a little more sporty... heee

who wears it best?

2008-10-28T22:42:00.003+08:00

freaked! ....the staff seminar was like so out of my league that i started doing my matthew 28 homiletics... was at the part where the angel moved away the huge stone infront of the tomb and sat on it, hmm verse 2?... e P was giving his opening address at that point and so i turned around to check out what was his topic, and guess what... on the powerpoint , flashed big and bold: rolling away the huge stone.....!!! i was like "what the crap??????" well, it turned out that he was talking about overcoming big obstacles but hey, it was God loud and clear to me saying "stop doing your BSF homework and listen to your P!"... alamak... early morning kena scolding liao...

its kinda useless having me in any discussion group in the seminar cos i'm like how new.... i hardly know how the school system works let alone contribute any useful ideas for adjustments....
so i sit there eat curry puffs and chocolate. they really feed teachers well...

dont you hate it when someone wears the same shirt as you and then sits beside you?... too bad guys dont enjoy variety in their wardrobe options,

who wears it best?

i vote roy, cos i prefer long sleeves rolled up :)

totally love watching the work-wear fashion display that goes on every tuesday BSF DL meeting. soooooo chic!!! the heels, the tailor cut pensil skirts, matching bags and accessories.... fitted jackets... perfect make up... not a hair out of place... and all at the end of the day!!! i kow tow to you girls~

3 uncles, a girl and a pool parlor

2008-10-25T00:43:00.001+08:00

saw this sign outside the parkway hawker centre

i dont suppose ppl tip the stalls there but still....

unless they mean no 'spilling' .. which still does not make much sense.

matt called me during the conversational evangelism lesson to go for a ride... at 11pm+++ .. with abel and alan?!?!? since i love rides and i've got an hour to burn before Cinderella finishes his stuff so...
oh well, why not! ahhaha... but as soon as i saw our poor dr alan crammed at the back of the friggin small lancer, it w.a.s.n.t. s.u.c.h. a. g.o.o.d. i.d.e.a. a.f.t.e.r. a.l.l.

sooooo... we went pooling!

abel = chao tai ko... seriously nothing to say...

alan= 3 min suicide... whats with you and the black ball sia...

matthew= alan bad blood... its like a new yuki and justin!

kimi = jinx... what a rubbish way to win.....

treated my 'uncles' to supper at geylang taohui.. had to literally fight and pull with abel for the bill! interestingly, none of us wanted any tao hui or the famous you tiao... more interested in the glutinous rice.. looks like chinese sushi to me!

*yawn*... tired... if cinderella does not hurry up, i'm going to sleep...

shiok shiok.. rolling around now... on my new psudo king sized bed!

helooooo SDBA, long time no see!

2008-10-22T19:18:00.001+08:00

today's post exam activity is dragon boating!!! and let me repeat, I WAS NEVER IN A DRAGON BOATING TEAM! i was in kayaking teams which DBed for fun... ahaha. and for winning easy medals.

thank God for the b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. weather!

the place looks almost the same as i remember it. still lao kok kok... but with more toilet cubicles!

i'm sooo white now!

the water's MUCH cleaner now. i think can thrash macritchie soon! still remember the times where a dead cat or two while rowing is the norm.

they even cleaned up all the junk at the pontoon shore. i wonder if they dug up all the oakleys and watches at the river bed...

this was the same attire i wore for my 16k race... means alot to me.

jiao lian, i miss you! anthony was our JC jiao lian and we dont care what others say, he's a great coach albeit an unorthrodox one... hee

hell.. whoops, nono, heath zone!

2008-10-21T13:13:00.001+08:00

it was definately not hell lor,,,, i wonder why the other teachers call it that...

brought the sec 1E classes to HPB for... fun? ahahha. luckily i'm wearing pants sia... the amount of running and jumping involved, was so heated that i din need a jacket in the air con!

realized after all the photo taking that cameras were not allowed... hmm... neh mind la!

if thats the case then i am frozen, raw and simple
i shall keep this photo in my hp to remind me to eat like a person, not a pig...

so thats what otosan can see....

kimi in a science center-like place is llike a kid in a candy shop!

was intending to be more serious but then the girls jio me take photo...

the best skater jump i could do in my almost too tight pants

n so the narcissism starts... ahahah

i'm not a girl~ not yet a woman~
look left, look right, no students... whore whore whore!

bite me!

its soo cushiony and comfy! lazed around for quite some time... ahhaa....

gonna go first TPY for 'o' level invigilation now, really sad to watch some students commit acedemic suicide by sleeping instead of doing the paper.

what kind of dance is this?!?

2008-10-20T20:00:00.003+08:00

3 guys from 4e1 doing their graduation ceremony thang~

what the.... totally meaningless but an interesting performance. not something you would expect from a bookwise class!

smile kimi smile...

2008-10-19T17:56:00.003+08:00

smile kimi smile... stay kimi stay...

dont love, kimi, dont love... dont stuff, kimi, dont stuff...

life goes on. ani never existed anyway.

melamine melamine melamine !!!

2008-10-18T23:58:00.002+08:00

ngaaaahhhhh... * cracks back*, just got home from yuki's ... where i won mj BIG TIME! yeah, the queen of freak luck is baaack with her mojo!!! ahahaha.... actually win or lose is ok lar... cos no money involved, we only get... hmm... bragging rights and suan-ing rights.

starting tiles on one of my games... freak luck !?!?!?!
the next round i got these... 3 from my starting deck and the chicky from my bu pai!wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!! fu wen wants to play wii!!! i think it sounds like wee. playing wee.... hmm.... kia also play wee... hmm.... wrong wrong. ahhahah. they lehman brothers lar...
melamine melamine melamine.... that was the topic of the night! fu wen wants islander ice cream. teh tarik. or horlics. maybe we'll all go there tomorrow. take the melamine challenge, see who can eat more milky stuff and die! wahahah.
yuki's mom soo good, bought ice cream cones for us. lehman brothers darn happy. cos cooies and cream, more chance of melamine.

had worship practice earlier in the day. yeeps was there = sooper funky grunge rock worship style!!!

guess who...?
love the hat! ... the pic looks like some one super imposed the hat on poor L _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _'s head!

yupsie! its my every bubbly linn! us and our hats.. heee

crap, throat very dry... gonna drink some stuff den lie on bed and hope to sleep. think of melamine. heh.

brehhhhhh~

2008-10-17T12:27:00.007+08:00

yuki federer i think short n spiky suits you MUCH better... whadda you guys think?

ANYWAY..............................................................................................

woke up at 4 plus feeling gross... but die die also cannot take MC. thank goodness i din puke in the train!

2 bottles, thats all it took sia~ maybe cos i drank too fast and on a stomache filled with junk!

look like crap, feel like crap. tonight's definately off...

i friggin lucky that i dont have classes today! so spent the time chit chatting with jamie and stupidly spun my chair round and round... dumb thing to do.... brehhhhhh~

school jacket! XS dam big la....

i love dress down fridays! they're bringing us to do some south ridges walk. its near NUS... hmmm.... maybe can go drop in on Dr alan.... thad... fang....

4 hrs later ..............................................................................

whoa!... i started typing this post at 830am and fell asleep on my desk until now!
and NOBODY bothered me! hungry sia... dunnoe what to eat. i guess botak jones again...

home 'alone' day 0

2008-10-16T07:16:00.003+08:00

lay on the bed, chatting with otosan when i noticed that its a full moon today! so gorgeous!!! dancing in the moonlight~everybody's feeling warm and bright~ its such a fine and natural sight~ everybody's dancing in the moonlight~

6am view from my balcony

kissed mom and dad bon voyage and its off to school!

turtle necks and hot choc keeps me warm

their plane leaves at 2 plus pm so cant make it in time to send them off... dang.

quite surprised that dad's not hyped up about it, i mean its his first vacation trip with mom in like.... 10 +++ years? ok la, so its with uncle william and all... light bulbs.. ahahahhaha. but then he's like me... after years of flying here and there, we dont really dig travelling that much.

so its just me, kei and coffee until monday night :)

planned something for tmr night but dunnoe whether to take a rain check... parents overseas and all .... whats my plans? dun tell you... secret... tsk tsk.. wat you thinking? ahhahahahah

whoops, class starting soon.. tata!

go back to kayaking?!?!

2008-10-15T09:51:00.002+08:00

645am in the staff pantry :)

really thinking whether i'll be able to cope with BSF leadership next year. i want to be a better teacher, i want to devote my time to my very first form class and my very first CCA.

its expected that i would be given lower sec classes and girl guides as my CCA. i'm fine with anything although i would prefer to have a sports CCA. i think God heard my thoughts, cos some thing happened that totally stunned me......

came up to ask if i would be interested in starting a canoeing CCA for the normal acad kids. mainly to reach out to the wayward boys... if i say yes it would be a proposal, if no then nothing.

I DONT KNOW!

my 1st thought was "shoot, go back to the canoeing scene???"

my 2nd thought was "yay! go back to the canoeing scene!!!"

i had a love hate relationship with kayaking. still kinda do. but since this was definately God's working, i told him yes. the rest is in God's hands... come december, i'll knnow the outcome of the proposal. pray for me!

chelet pics

2008-10-14T22:37:00.000+08:00

finally got the rest of the photos of the chelet!

hopping game by the pool

i have no idea what i was doing... scratching my toes?
water baby loves the cam!
only for 12 and under. who cares, wheeeeee!
triple wheee!

taking a break from taking too many photos...

Daphne trying to take an 'upskirt' pic of me

miss the sun and water and ice cream and mee pok and balloons and my spongebob girls!!!.... :(

today has been class after class after class.... not that i hate it, mind you! i;m giving out the exam papers and going through the answers. its just the look on my students faces, the excitement, the happiness, the dissappointment...

i feel so proud of those who have done well, those who thought they failed but passed, a class who had half distinctions....

i feel so pained for those who did not get what they were capable of. the look of regret.... i feel majorly responsible, perhaps they would have done better if another teacher taught them...

tired, long day. kinda distracted by personal life so was very inefficient. but still smiling... :)

i love my kids! i LOVE being able to help them!

hooo crap

2008-10-13T09:19:00.002+08:00

i must be crazy. going down the dark side. 1 barcardi and i start talking nonsense. how to club like that? i'll be dancing on the table after a few drinks... no, i think i will wake up married to some alaskan-crab hunter.

still... no matter how much i want to destroy my life with havoc of sorts, that was unwarrented. hooo crap. doc was right, i am self loathing. in his words "dangerously self destructive in response to bad things in life". hooo crap. hooo boy.

imaginiff !

2008-10-12T22:17:00.008+08:00

tried to dress myself without wearing clothes that were bought by others... ended up with a crappy combination. so no narcissism today. lets see my dearies instead!

the 3 jailbirds

qiufang (the one one showing off her teeth) ... i noticed all the photos i take of you.... you have the same pose!!!!

slowly read our msgs k! pai seh for my crappy msg... i had 30 seconds to write it!

went to mind's cafe at princep for our cell outing. IMAGINIFF was the waaaayy blast! it's a game which tests your understanding of each other. a bit unfair lor, guys!! you all know each other for like since childhood, i only came in 5 1/2 years ago!

some expected answers (the advisor that jerry is most likely to be: marital advisor),,, some tsk tsk tsk sss (won say, later they whack me) ....... some pakar answers! but when it comes to questions about me, they refuse to play seriously :( must be becos i was winning... by ALOT....

details no fun, you gotta be there. oh btw, if you go there, skip the munchies (b.o.r.i.n.g). go for the snackies (potato wedges) floats are soso, go for the sparkling mango!

remembered that i needed a better wadrobe so shopped around bugis... den vivo....

my latest muse: toga tops, grey jeans, satin halter necks.... and in serious colors.
betcha, these things are gonna be the IN stuff. always happens. i should be writing for the 'next fashion must have' column!
sigh**, couldn't find anything i liked tho.

so, i bought these...

tadah! can fit cards + cash + charcoal + marie!

BUT... marie is no longer marie cos i got her a new skin!

since some think i'm a she devil........

sooo cute!!! i might even consider going back to get the angel skin as well!

actually, looks kinda like a ghost... reminds me of the 'coffee and TV' MTV... my all time fave...

anger management

2008-10-10T22:44:00.000+08:00

its great having many doc friends for ppl like me who only go to the clinics for MCs.

well, doc says that i'm angry. thats why i do what i do. some where along the years, i've turned from a person who blares out to one that keeps it in. so in that i cant i cant tell the source of my anger.

so who am i angry at? myself? others? den how? how to change back or at least change for e better? is that really that bad?..... ahahhaha.. bombarded him until he reminded me that he was still a pre-qualified doc. lets see.... 4/5 th doc right? in conculsion, i am to " find the answers yourself".... thanx man... thats like "hey, your symptoms show you have cancer, ok, heal yourself"

i'm so annoyed at people who keep telling me to eat. ppl teasing me that i dont eat. I DONT EAT? you've got to be kidding me. thats like saying yuki doesnt talk, or kia doesn't sleep, jamie smiles too much, cheryl and kei should buy more clothes, jimbo needs more money, joses grades are too low, fuwen earns too much, alan ho is too short, darius is too polite, faith is too free, si yuan needs to lose weight, justin is... erm... not weird? okok... you should get the picture.

is this braahhhdee irritating force feeding that made eating infront of others worse than eating shit. my 'friends' used to order food and if i dont eat it, it proves that i'm anorexic! yeah i'm angry, i think it would be easier if i was sooper fat, then those 'friends' will feel more assured.

CC '07 pics

2008-10-09T16:50:00.001+08:00

found some photos from last year church camp on the chinese side web site...

this year no camp. kinda miss it. 5 years that i've been in All Saints. 5 church camps. not a single one was with fu wen. and now it doesn't matter anymore.

ASC and ASE combined. more participants than ASE whole congregation!

i soo envy those who can go with their whole family.

we should have appointed a photographer for ASE... hundreds of photos and only 1 of our youth!

lov lov ~ my song bird dearie :)

camps are crazy. really crazy. non-friends become best friends. friends become strangers. for that few days, we're suspended from real life.

once you are back, reality hits you hard. real hard.

Last day of exams

2008-10-08T11:48:00.006+08:00

i'm soo sleepy.. dang dang dang!

very bad night. all your fault, you know who you are.

woke up at 710am, sooper late!

pissed at myself for letting other ppl's trash talk get to me... got a cab but din know what was the address of the school. halama... wake up kimi!!!

thank God the uncle darn zai. ended up just in time for the 727am assembly.

i love my crocs mary janes!crocs wins hands down in the comfort factor! usually crocs=ugly, but this is preppy cute, thanx mom :)

exam time must wear silent shoes and boring clothes. less distraction for the students.

dunnoe who said tt i have long toes. i guess so, i crack them alot....

last paper's just over. i'm gonna miss 3E2... miss staring at your faces, counting the number of ppl who wear specs... seeing the looks on your faces when i say "time's up!". its marking time! sigh~

snap shots

my friend googled my name for images and found these, along with those of a burly looking prof. "you could have given them better photos of yourself"

ahahhah... oh man...

teaching assistant mug shot

i had just come back from training and was just propped infront of a white screen in the lab! he said it was for voting for outstanding TA,,, how i know it would be my hons photo....

photo for the MJLear research team website prof Lear wanted a passport sized photo and i din have one... when i 1st saw the website i was mortified! i looked soo unsciency!!!

ooh.. i miss my kayaking chemist days :)

har.. clown food again...

2008-10-07T22:37:00.003+08:00

its ridiculous lar... sunday went Macs... yesterday had Macs.. today Macs again...

i haven had macs for like years and now i'm at a clown house everyday!!!

yesterday's table @ T2gave him HW but cant read his handwriting!!!

jeremy having exams so its chiong chiong chion tuition in a row!

for all those who hate being cold like me ... Macs at marina is warm and n.i.c.e. :) :) :) its warmer than the marina toilets lor!

saw Daniel ng and jon kong dating sia~~~ ahahha

fillet -o- fish n chips

grown boy is more scared of cold than i am...you made me late for my BSF! raarrr!

today was phototaking day after BSF meeting. is that y so many ppl were wearing color coordinated outfits? hmph, never tell me earlier...

same back drop, same arrangement as last year, shortest in center tallest at sides and back.

i moved 2 places!!! yay!!! either i'm taller or we're recruiting shorter DLs. i think i'm taller. 1.62m yesh... i've grown 1cm. kei... hear that? i'm same height as you now.

insecure betty

2008-10-06T03:25:00.000+08:00

i'm the breadwinner. i'm the da jie. i'm a cell leader, the DL, the teacher, the Christian.
i have to be secure for all these ppl.

i miss so many of the people who make me feel secure and ok to be just me.
overseas, or just busy... or in some cases, just gone forever

maybe thats y i cannot sleep. don't feel secure enough to sleep.

in my imagination there'd be someone who'd lie beside me until i fall asleep. not really working cos right now, i dont have a face to paste on him.

i'm a walker

2008-10-05T21:42:00.002+08:00

i was still wide awake in the morn....

Children's day service
daphy's 20th!!! the cake is sooo cute...

burning nostrils
you better watch out on your birthday....
haa... cos i slapped a slice or the cake all over half her face... ai yar, betcha you'll forget it by next May!

we've got the library as our cell time room. lucky lucky us.

all sorts or rubbish in the drawers...

did a Gifts test thingy. my gifts are:
1) helping others (no surprise, i'm a yes woman)
2) teaching (no surprise, duh)
3) wisdom (hear that jimbo?)
4) healing (big surprise!!!)

really wanted to have some time alone with him but it just din work out. frustrated. felt so rejected. maybe this is how it should be.

beautiful SMU water feature. would like to walk in it some time...

i'm a walker.
walked from queens town MRT walked to queensway just to change 1 sports bra then walked back.
got to orchard, walked down, and up, and down again, all the way to cityhall.

you know, i can now understand why the girls would choose yuki to talk to. he's almost always there. and he's got no motives. but i smsed DM instead.

it's nice company. random talk. random walk. sent him back and took a long train ride home.

ate up the family's dinner and got scolding cos they had to eat maggi.

can't sleep

2008-10-05T04:10:00.002+08:00

frustrating. tossed and turned for couple of hours already.

fed up. ate up all the left over dinner in the fridge. found the long strip of fassler's smoked salmon, polished it off. uncooked cheese tofu, ate that too. finished 4 hot dog rolls. topped it off with a bowl of maggi mee.

read through the newspaper and readers digest.

i hate insomnia.

shoPink with kia... the KIMI cap!

2008-10-04T23:31:00.008+08:00

haven met kia for like a month +++, so.... shopping! an excuse to do some walking and talking la. at the same time, can shorten my to buy list...

queensway is our usual start point. got to replenish my sports tops. BRIGHT PINK. just to be stubborn, i shall not post the pic. bleh to you kia.
b.u.t..... got to change to a small. dang... i dont fit XS anymore.

take a break at shaw LJS to ppl watch

we compared cam-phone photography skills

kia's best shot

my best shot

i think i win. i made him look better, he made me look, well, normal lor....

i sooo want this cap!!!saw it at Wisma 4th floor world of sports, its like $80+++ :(
still thinking whether to get it. totally LOVE IT but $80?!?!?

Audi TTS!
vroooommmmmmmmmmmmm

Golden village... i should throw a stone at the 'N'.... make it 'DEVIL'

colueur inc. (Glory 22)--> $3.40

as good as NARS, L'Oreal and those $$$ stuff but soo much cheaper!!! yet much more lasting than those too cheap kinds.
different color from my usual, by a bit,, haa.... LOVE it! not bad kia, you passed girly shopping test 1!

vulgar nails
hee... i still very bad at these beauty stuff... made a mess of my middle finger so had to clean it off and wait for the rest to dry before painting it.

den came 10 min of being narcistic

still very hyper but its late so better sleep

muakz everyone~!

messy raya

2008-10-01T12:38:00.011+08:00

no sentosa.

darius mentioned that palawan beach looks more like... erm... ok, i shall not say it cos its too racist.

so change to shopping, dinner and movie.

fu wen say he dun want shop so ask yuki n i to go first then he meet us when we're done. okie dokie!

Jappie shoppin was fun! haaa... our shoppin styles 're pretty similar! and we talk ALOT!!! its like yak yak,, bitch bitch,, point point,, complain complain,, alllll the way!!!

crowded sia~.. i dun like crowds. KFC was disgustingly messy, milo on the floor... ewww!!!! hygine rating should be D!

i dont remember our area having sooo many foreign workers eh... its not that i have any prejudice but they are soo messy!!! they eat by the streets and leave chicken bones on the benches, pepsi bottles spilling the sticky stuff all over the grass, liquor bottles in the drain.

i was angry. i love Singapore man... how can you come here and do this to my clean country? raarrgh!

took a walk home... nice night. thank you Lord for olding up the rain for me.

Love you. happy hari raya :)

salsa-less Carl's Jr :(

2008-09-30T11:14:00.003+08:00

crap lar, just recovered now might fall sick again... yesterday lar....
brahdee rain. start just as i was leaving school. drenched like crap. had to cancel tuition. i step in house it stop.

brahdee rain.
hot hot shower and i'm happy again:)
fufu call me to go parkway repair bass guitar.

Look For BEEZ. thats the place to go. if yeeps recommends it, it must be the best!
my 1st impression: why the pick on the forehead? ahaha.. yeah! i tot he fell asleep on his pick or sth! or maybe he was going to use it and stuck it there for the moment. but he never used it. its like a guru symbol or sth... guitar guru.

really nice guy. explained what was wrong as he fixed e bass... even gave tips on fixing!
too bad he doesn't do keyboards.

Roxy Square II, #01-125. Open Mondays-Sundays.

was wondering where to have dinner when yuki called and promptly joined us.

food= prompt.

barbie poloroid cam--> $160

buy for yuki bday.... since he keep reminding us...

fake but oh so cooool~

doctors: why cant we perform surgeries as efficient as they do pit stops?
check it out!!! long read but its waay cool if you're interested in medicine!

chili cheese burgers + crinkle fries!

and if it is not hot enough.............

fu wen ate the chili just like tt! the Japanese duo cannot tahan.

oh yar, notice anything missing? e salsa!!!! i din care much but the guys were p.i.s.s.e.d.

choice of fastfood (yuki)

1. subway

2. Carl's jr (w salsa)

3. long john silver

choice of fastfood (fu wen)

1. KFC

2. Carl's (w salsa) => guacamole burger, ice lemon tea

3. subway (if 2 ppl share footlong) =>Subway® Melt

choice of fastfood (kimi)

1. subway =>Turkey Breast

2. subway =>Turkey Breast

3. popeyes (only for the biscuits)

whoops, BSF later and i haven finished my homiletics! gtg gtg.

hope TL (Teaching Leader) does not read this....

starfish!

2008-09-29T10:39:00.001+08:00

for some odd reason, i've got a new nickname. Patrick aka starfish.

the story behind it:

hmm.. where shall i start... cut short k.

the crazy sisters, jia en and qiu fang were *envious* of me being able to sleep like a starfish during the chelet. well, yeah...

duh reason but it has stuck since friday!

when i told fu wen about my new nick and ask him to guess the reason, he was like

"er.. patrick is known for being... duh~......."

Oi!

ahahahah. what ever la, one thing tho... i'm super red like patrick!!! outch... cant even wear my shirt properly. been rubbing cream on my shoulders since i reached the staff room.

if wed go sentosa, i sure die. been a long while since my skin got roasted...

foldable Japanese keyboard!! to be plugged into the palm top
teachers get good gadgets man,,,, yeah

ok, got to go for class :)

F1 sunday

2008-09-28T23:54:00.003+08:00

kena bang sehed by SOMEPPL after cell lunch ... so decided to shop shop eat eat at TM :)
bombshell info just dropped on us so needed some time to think anyway.

really wanted to try this but the queue was too daunting... and anyway, too fancy to eat alone.

so, i went bread talk!

too bad, they're not for sale, looks shiok!

they din have my crouching tiger hidden bacon!!!! grrrr.....

squabble bubble- $1.40

its a yam + pumpkin thingy. chao chao sweet. i only learnt to eat yam and pumpkin this year. but still not very into it. luckily had more bread.

check out the amount of reb bean in this an pan!

i love red an pan! cant remember how much. see an pan just grab.

swensen's lime sorbet :)

i think i still prefer mac's ice cream cone... i like low class stuff sia~

umeya's pick 'n' mix jellies!!!

kept my itchy mouth at bay. apple's the best :)

yuki wearing the hair band i got him. wanted to buy pink lar, but pang chance, buy black... hee

last match of the season ... hai~ this was a very messy season. wonder whats gonna happen to the soccer team now...

matt called to ask me go to the F1. felt sooo terrible turning him down!!! fu wen n yuki watching it on the huge flat screen and i guess i'm more comfortable there even tho i would be missin the real roar of the engines... i'm sooooo sorry!!!!!!

yuki bought jelly jelly

problem eating with guys is that you need to eat fast to grab the good stuff. i slow, by the time finish 1, no more left liao. :(

kimi raikkonen crashed out! boo hoo..... i was sooooooo hoping that he would come in top 3. dunnoe much about F1, but he's cute, he's cool, he's talented and he's got my name. of cos he's got my vote.

kimi is not a common name here... not used to hearing my name being mentioned so many times. wonder what its like for the 5 daniels, 2 joels and 4 jeremys we have in All saints...

fufu drove us back. after all that 280km/hr action, 90km/hr on the high way seems like snail.

linn 21st chelet (day 2)

2008-09-27T23:43:00.005+08:00

wakey wakey bright and shiny..! linnette the ever motherly one was fretting over breakfast.... sooo.... we decided to take a nice stroll down to downtown for our chow. kinda surprised that daniel ng decided to come as well.

he stomache ache very bad, DQ, your fault. prob never cook the chicken properly. i iron stomache so ok :)

warm morning sun and cool breeze in our hair. i'm in love with pasir ris

tall sia.. the tree. i'm short.
what e heck is this? like wooden coconuts...
breakfast~

the aunty must be very happy, 1st customer makes mass order.

kinda sick of chicken so wanted to change it to fish, but it costs $1.50 to do so!!! what's so great about this fish man... looks like NTUC fillet lor.

can make postcard with this shotmore pool shots to come later. that was a super cam whore time... we spent 3 hrs dunking, sliding, tanning, floating... anything but actual swimming... ahhahahahahah

ice cream after swimming = heaveni wonder if there's any china milk in it.... too late.

decorating time!

God really blessed us here. on the left was an engagement party, infront and on the right were massive 21st birthday parties. their decorations like not pro, with candle lights and balloon sculptures. we, in the middle, needed to add little to the already festive atmosphere!

could not resist taking a peek at the cake.

oh my goodness! soo many nuts! i love nuts!!!!

our guest book.

ask me impromptu draw... i like the final product tho... show you all later

one of our DOZENS of 全家福ssss

supposed to be the freestyle shot ... nothing really happened.. ahahha...starfish corner!

the D- band

Daniel li, Deeps, Dinnette, Dimi, Daniel ng n Daphne

the zao xia queens rock!we missed the last shuttle but by a min or 2!!!!

#!#%^&#, i felt like an idiot for turning down a ride by benita's dad. actually not bad lar, in the end we walked and talked all the way.. nice :)

aunty lily made me take back sooo much food!!!

why do ppl think i'm starving? check out daphne's photo of me in her blog, i look pregnant lar. retook the photo many times but my stomache still looks huge.

tired. lack of sleep.

linn 21st chelet (day 1)

2008-09-27T07:45:00.002+08:00

took so long to finish this post cos the photos are mostly DQ and linns...

i LOVE parties and whats better than 21st birthdays... ++ its linn's!! *muaks*

was looking forward to it for so long. but still cannot miss the conversational evangelism 2nd session, so i was kinda late.

so sweet, they walk-cycled like 3+km to fetch me...

one poser one bo chap. kimi is paparazzing on the bike alamak guys, how can you send 2 girls... more gentleman lei~

smoked DQ... who wants?

linn n daph: 'we can cam wore together!'..... like yes, i am the ultimate.

there's a limit to how much aircon we can use... hrmmph.. cheepos! i tot aloha would be like empty,,, eeee,,, but thank God, we had like mahjong neighbours and party kids on both sides! one word to describe the place: rusty. nice but rusty.

12 midnight= let the games begin!

nonsense by the poolretarded game where me n daniel ng vs linn n DQ in hopping on one leg each as a pair.

DQ tried to corner me into the pool!!! smelly!!! wahahah... if not for dan, i would be the dunked one lor.

must praise dan. very fast hopper. ahah no lar, gentleman.

twister with drenched ppl, eeeeeehours of x box... can die... qiu fang trying to study her geog... key word, TRYING
played 'who? what? huh?' until 3 plus am....

cant even sleep.... girls are very noisy creatures.

hee... all the secrets... hush hush kiss kiss*

paper cuts

2008-09-25T21:58:00.000+08:00

i'm amazed. a badminton raquet and a library book, sweets and a DnT project....silver earrings, and necklaces... they dont want to claim them back?!?!?!

they only care about their rubix cubes. confiscate one and you can be sure it will be claimed by the next day.

today's the last day of lessons before their exams so i'm printing practice papers. i've got sooo many paper cuts !!! :(

4 papers for 202 students = 4000 double sided pages!

print them, staple them, sort them, count them, divide them, lable them... 2pm to 530 pm... i'm a glorified printing lady.

how come it looks so little? its 4000 pages lor...

supposed to go for the bread talk trip, had to give it a miss... boo... made up for it by having my fave... its kind of smaller than i last remembered it tho.

sooo tired.... falling asleep in assembly, in the train... i hate rush hour. blur blur lean against the door and got the strap of my bag kiapped! raarrggghhh... missed my stop while trying to yank it free.

today taking over pauline's group in BSF..

took a 7 min power nap in the main hall 1st... zzzzzz

yay, some one arranged the chairs for me. the kiddy chairs are very hard to sit on. luckily i wear pants.

next wed is hari raya!!! full free day!!! who wanna go sentosa? i'm thinking either call the cell or call the gang and their girlfriends. i would very much like a cell outing but i think they not so into being beach bums. so.... the gang it is! whoo hoo.. get to meet all the girlfriends!!!

changi airport tuition

2008-09-24T21:26:00.001+08:00

just before class starts i'm told to take over the lesson and go through test paper answers. i'm totally not prepared!!! there arn't even model answers, i had to do the questions on the spot and hope i dont make any mistakes.

note for teachers, when this happens, fake it!! ahahha, i just took one students answers and flashed it on the visualizer. then ask " are her answers correct?" if they say yes then ok lor. if no then die. so must choose a good student's answers. then praise her like hell for her gd work cos really, she saved your ass.

lollipop adidas

not very teacher like but i need processed sugar to keep me alive through the day!!! needed 1 more to make the adidas but no time to finish it.

jeremy smsed to have tuition at airport. !!! har~ very cold lei

remember i used to "study" there during TPJC times. macham get studying done.... i only go there cos the gang is there so can chat chat.

not bad, got quite alot done... fri test lei~80% prepared

my greatest miff: your horrible handwriting!!!the hexagon diagram is truely a savior for trigo equations. all sec 3's should learn it man...

3 hrs later, attention is wearing off... fooling around with my ipod...

the bugger considered being an air steward... chicken or beef? ahahahaha

seems like my SIA costume photo precedes me. had to convince him that 'chicken or beef?' was not what i wanted to be remembered for. argh...

all the best for prepping chapter 12.2!!!! i WILL TRY to answer my phone k!

jia you~

cheerful phones in the incredibly colllllldd airport.

when i have my own place, i'll paint a wall like that. very cheerful, very lala :)

awfully awfully choc

2008-09-23T22:08:00.001+08:00

i'm back at BSF after 2 weeks of being sick and i was running late!!!
come on lift.. go faster!!! and then i saw this poster....

oh man!, he's like everywhere!!! poster at telok ayar chinese methodist church.

dr geisler's the speaker for the conversational evangelism course our church is having every friday night... i wonder how many courses he conducts.... hmmmmm. no time no time, already missed the opening songs, gonna miss prayer liao!

we're like kids sia... secretly passing sticky notes during the session.. ahaha..

(stay back for serene, gwen and fong shai's birthday after class)

i love birthdays!!! rushed down after closing prayer to check out the cakes and guess what.....

awfully choc!!! again!!!! x 3 !!!

if you remember, my cell had an awfully choc on sunday which i couldn't eat. this time i dun care. temptation is staring at me in the face!

sue with the cake, alicia blocking the annoying fans, and adrian hiding the other cakes

serene's the da jie so she gets to go 1st

our birthday girls :)

gwen's: rum cherry shai's: choc choc serene's: banana

philip n me are snap snap happy over the food...

my share of the banana choc.. muahaahh... now you see it now you dont!

Roy's drunk on the rum cherry choc... hey dude, there's no more left to scrape!

i think God spoils me. i realize that i seem to be taken care of by so many ppl around me. so much so that i can hardly be called independant.

even going place to place, always blessed with unexpected rides.
caught a ride from yeel's fren home... yay.. cos i very lathargic after all that choc.

the new KPE tunnel.. whoo.. 15 min trip became 10 min!!!
supposed to web cam online tonight but really sleepy.... sorry Mr meade, gonna meet Mr sandbagzzzzzzz

love them while you still can

2008-09-22T08:49:00.001+08:00

you are a teenager, one of your life's biggest exams is coming along the way. and you lose a parent. is there anything a teacher can say that would make a difference?

really, what should i say? i dont know. i cannot not say anything. but i really dont know what to say. i wish i could say something that would remotely be of some comfort.

and this is not the first, its the third for this class.

another kid watched a sibling committ suicide.

what do you do when these kids cause problems in your class?

life's short. show the ppl you love that you care while you still can. reach out to the lost while you still can. dont say your life sux cos really, does it?

happi belated teacher's day to jerry

2008-09-21T20:12:00.001+08:00

lathargic rehearsal. everyone still in sleepy mood...

lesson learned; dont jump around too much during a song. ~you have tu--rn--ed my mourning into dancing~~you have *huff huff puff puff* --ed my sorrows into- joy--~

we had belated teacher's day celebration for uncle jerry. awfully chocolate cake looked awfully shiok but i could not have it cos of my throat.... :( :( :(

joses' scared of a pinkie

our 1st full cell group shot!!! si yuan, you better keep it! he made some movie maker video for jerry to show our cell. macham our cell sia~ left out ALL the girls lor!

yeep's is sick so jerry din join us for lunch... so our "nice lunch"... our mad jacks la... fish n co... jacks place... changi airport.... was reduced to where else... simpang prata.

still dying to hear yuki's vietnam stories so we headed down to do what we do best... p

lay the world's laziest game. mj.

fufu and his super zeng-ed lancer

the ah beng in him is revived. he's been talking about it non stop for a few weeks liao! inside has GPRS lar... neon blue lighted dashboard... not surprising really... a more amusing sight is watching uncle heng driving around in it.

should have taken more photos.. yuki say the first button to fall out on my phone is the camera shot button! maybe not maybe not, these days not taking much photos~~~

bang @ Macs

2008-09-21T02:29:00.003+08:00

tried out my voice for worship back up singing... it works!!! yay...

of cos i still pitchy la but at least i can do what i love... woship~~

back up sing is very relac....

i try not to read off but this time no choice,,,, not that familiar with the songs.....

met the DLs for ice cream and a session of bang. bang bang bang... not that bang you idiot, although it sounded wrong when "hey you bang him" "she got banged!"......... i have a dirty mind sia~~~

clown food

matt was hungry so we dropped by before joining the rest.

island creamery was sooooo crowded!!!!!

ooh ooohh ooohhhh....

we decided to shift to KAP Macs(why? i dont know sia~)

i think DLs cannot navigate. we went round and round.... i enjoy car rides so no complaints there :)

the act-cool sherrif
basically

1st--> you get a secret role (sherrif*the only relvealed role*, deputy, outlaw and relegate)

2nd --> its like bridge where you try to guess who is working together.

sherriff will work with deputy. outlaws work together and relegate is the sneaky bugger who works alone but trick others into thinking he work with them

3rd--> you bang your enermies until they die.

1st round: i was relegate siar lar... must bang everyone... but i dont want to make enermy so i bang no one! hahahha

30 min to move just 3 ppl.. and we had 8.... its gonna be a long game....

i tot roy (guy in red) was my fellow relegate cos he so unfriendly!!!! bang everyone!!!!

then abel (yellow collar) sneaky sneaky outlaw... keep quiet and strategise

everyone tot i deputy (why sia~ cos i too nice to alan lar.. ahahah)

fizzy drink keeps us awake~ 1 ++ am already lor!

2nd round: i just watch... Alan's a relegate now... muahahah. actually its a nice game if you play fast and SHUT UP!!!!

kinda surprised when daniel meade called. tot he still angry with me or sth... so long never hear from him! double sided tape... 130am call me for double sided tape... oh well... better than no call i guess.

got back to the table and they are STILL PLAYING!!!

the grinning Dr alan and the grouchy Miss kimi i started chanting '杀掉~杀掉~杀~掉~' psychoing the characters to die fast cos i was totally zonking off!!!!

杀掉~杀掉~杀~掉~

finally home

睡觉~睡觉~睡~觉~

i wanna bike

2008-09-17T11:10:00.003+08:00

i've heard of "moving sale", "closing down", " going bust"..... but this one's new....

i wanna bike. hey fu wen, hear that? i wanna learn to bike properly.

biking is very painful on my backside cos i have a bony butt. but i used to train kayaking with blisters on my ass. i think i can master the will power to do the same here.

crazy BSF~

2008-09-16T18:42:00.005+08:00

pulled myself up to get to school but was teetering assembly and kinda weirdly hunched over while taking the pledge.

considered going to the docs but since i was already given relief classes, tests to set, papers to mark, copies to print... easier to do them then get someone else.
really worried that i will pass the virus so went about with a paper to block my mouth... hahahah

BSF was out.... so here i am at home :( :( :(

gosh, 's been 2 weeks.... really miss you you guys!!

last last tues, we went to riccotti @ the riverwalk to celebrate fenny n philip's b'day

5 cars! man, we were an entourage!.... we looked soo cool and felt soo cool... until we lost the pack... uncool...ahahahhaha
alicia tot diana was going too so we were following her car.... and follow... n " eh, y are we heading north?" ahhahahahah
we ended up going to serangoon,,,, kk hospital... blah blah blah.... nice ride tho

somewhere in some tunnel
finally got to Riccotti..................... let the party begin!
we usually order all the desserts on the menu and pass them around like some human chain. but this time our chain got jammed so din get the pic of the rest :(

riccotti's the best for desserts! half price after 1030pm :)
check out phillip's food blog for the food details

vegetarian pizza!!! ooh.... i love peppers ~
we had about 20... dunnoe where the rest went...

my fave... apple strudel with icecream!
white dome black dome!

Duomo. mascarpone and spicy cream with olive oil sugar dough.

diary from a fishbowl

bang bang, my baby shot me down~

almost lover

rise of Christ in China

white trash

gonna be a Mac snob

if it makes you happy

irony of having a social phone but no social life

Mmmm whatcha say

i love you mom

the sticker boys are gone!

Live fast die fun

Lets talk about sex

lilium

smaller boobs pls

carbo queen

RP more important than mambo... yeah

i realized that i have no idea who reads my blog.

han-something

Elfen Lied

look at the black glass

you can stalk me with chocs anytime

DJ Ian & me sitting by the pool

boost me up!

stupid stupid stupid

あんたバカ!

otosan's 55

Angel (sarah McLachlan)

when kimi ran

sally's housewarming

the thankyou bouquet

gossip guys

to run or not to run

once upon a time at T2

shoppin with the fashionista

kitsune udon 6 bowls pls

a crazy liverpool kid's room

tampines one

girls are like strawberries

kia's quarter centuary bday

i love JeremyTan's place!

salvation army part 2

blog's got a new name!

full day= happi day

pi 什么 pi ?!?

part timing at Mt E

goodbye guitar

i've got so much to give

closing chapter 24

Yuki の kitchen episode 1 (introducing ESCY)

the good the bad and the ugly

my Jedi Council

2008 sucked

worship bbq at yeeps

きみ ちゃん garlic sugar toast

like daughter like mom

Miss clarity and my slurpee

gaki vs Gal Sone 1/3

gaki vs Gal Sone 2/3

gaki vs Gal Sone 3/3

pain pain pain but still go orchard

stand chart '08 is cheepo

mom's 61 years young!

who wears it best?

3 uncles, a girl and a pool parlor

helooooo SDBA, long time no see!

hell.. whoops, nono, heath zone!

what kind of dance is this?!?

smile kimi smile...

melamine melamine melamine !!!

brehhhhhh~

home 'alone' day 0

go back to kayaking?!?!

chelet pics

hooo crap

imaginiff !

anger management

CC '07 pics

Last day of exams

har.. clown food again...

きみちゃん garlic sugar toast