brehhhhhh~

yuki federer i think short n spiky suits you MUCH better... whadda you guys think?

ANYWAY..............................................................................................

woke up at 4 plus feeling gross... but die die also cannot take MC. thank goodness i din puke in the train!

2 bottles, thats all it took sia~ maybe cos i drank too fast and on a stomache filled with junk!

look like crap, feel like crap. tonight's definately off...

i friggin lucky that i dont have classes today! so spent the time chit chatting with jamie and stupidly spun my chair round and round... dumb thing to do.... brehhhhhh~

school jacket! XS dam big la....

i love dress down fridays! they're bringing us to do some south ridges walk. its near NUS... hmmm.... maybe can go drop in on Dr alan.... thad... fang....

4 hrs later ..............................................................................

whoa!... i started typing this post at 830am and fell asleep on my desk until now!
and NOBODY bothered me! hungry sia... dunnoe what to eat. i guess botak jones again...

home 'alone' day 0

lay on the bed, chatting with otosan when i noticed that its a full moon today! so gorgeous!!! dancing in the moonlight~everybody's feeling warm and bright~ its such a fine and natural sight~ everybody's dancing in the moonlight~

6am view from my balcony

kissed mom and dad bon voyage and its off to school!

turtle necks and hot choc keeps me warm

their plane leaves at 2 plus pm so cant make it in time to send them off... dang.

quite surprised that dad's not hyped up about it, i mean its his first vacation trip with mom in like.... 10 +++ years? ok la, so its with uncle william and all... light bulbs.. ahahahhaha. but then he's like me... after years of flying here and there, we dont really dig travelling that much.

so its just me, kei and coffee until monday night :)

planned something for tmr night but dunnoe whether to take a rain check... parents overseas and all .... whats my plans? dun tell you... secret... tsk tsk.. wat you thinking? ahhahahahah

whoops, class starting soon.. tata!

go back to kayaking?!?!

645am in the staff pantry :)

really thinking whether i'll be able to cope with BSF leadership next year. i want to be a better teacher, i want to devote my time to my very first form class and my very first CCA.

its expected that i would be given lower sec classes and girl guides as my CCA. i'm fine with anything although i would prefer to have a sports CCA. i think God heard my thoughts, cos some thing happened that totally stunned me......

came up to ask if i would be interested in starting a canoeing CCA for the normal acad kids. mainly to reach out to the wayward boys... if i say yes it would be a proposal, if no then nothing.

I DONT KNOW!

my 1st thought was "shoot, go back to the canoeing scene???"

my 2nd thought was "yay! go back to the canoeing scene!!!"

i had a love hate relationship with kayaking. still kinda do. but since this was definately God's working, i told him yes. the rest is in God's hands... come december, i'll knnow the outcome of the proposal. pray for me!

chelet pics

finally got the rest of the photos of the chelet!

hopping game by the pool

i have no idea what i was doing... scratching my toes?
water baby loves the cam!
only for 12 and under. who cares, wheeeeee!
triple wheee!

taking a break from taking too many photos...

Daphne trying to take an 'upskirt' pic of me

miss the sun and water and ice cream and mee pok and balloons and my spongebob girls!!!.... :(

today has been class after class after class.... not that i hate it, mind you! i;m giving out the exam papers and going through the answers. its just the look on my students faces, the excitement, the happiness, the dissappointment...

i feel so proud of those who have done well, those who thought they failed but passed, a class who had half distinctions....

i feel so pained for those who did not get what they were capable of. the look of regret.... i feel majorly responsible, perhaps they would have done better if another teacher taught them...

tired, long day. kinda distracted by personal life so was very inefficient. but still smiling... :)

i love my kids! i LOVE being able to help them!

hooo crap

i must be crazy. going down the dark side. 1 barcardi and i start talking nonsense. how to club like that? i'll be dancing on the table after a few drinks... no, i think i will wake up married to some alaskan-crab hunter.

still... no matter how much i want to destroy my life with havoc of sorts, that was unwarrented. hooo crap. doc was right, i am self loathing. in his words "dangerously self destructive in response to bad things in life". hooo crap. hooo boy.