lilium

been neglecting my keyboard in favor of other more "exciting" instruments lately. but you cant play lilium on the guitar or bass without sounding pretty too funked up. just like you cant play opera on the guitar or bass.

the song's in latin and is pretty much from Psalms and the epistle of James.

Os iusti meditabitur sapientiam
Et lingua eius loqueter indicium

Beatus vir qui suffert tentationem
Quoniqmcum probates fuerit accipient coronam vitae

Kyrie, ignis, divine, eleison
O quam sancta Quam serena
Quam benigna Quam amoena
O castitas Lilium!


The mouth of the just shall meditate wisdom
And his language shall be clear

Blessed is he who suffers temptation
Since he, with striving, shall receive the crown of life

Lord, fire divine, have mercy
Oh how sacred How serene
How benevolent How lovely
Oh, lily of purity!
Lilium Elfen Lied

i'm flirting with the bass, flinging with the guitar, but in the end, my heart still belongs with the piano :P

smaller boobs pls

where i work at, boobs are an everyday topic. and no, not in a kinky sense. its a hospital clinic k. think breast cancer awareness.

but i do hear often of ladies who want them bigger. and for friends who ask me, i tell them to eat more. seriously. kei asked me that day if i had 'grown', i told her its where all the noodles and rice seem to go to.

i'm voluptuous and i'm cool with that. but i'm not so cool when guys are more interested in my figure than in what i say. its like heloooo~ *tilt my head down to match their gaze level*

or when my athletic abilities are questioned becos of the way i look.

so, smaller boobs will be nice. but how e heck does one accomplish tt? tryin to eat less but not really succeeding. raargh, i don wanna look like some bimbo!

carbo queen

while eating dinner, catching up on the news and talking to myself, i suddenly thought: i eat so much and still people think i dont eat just cos i like eating alone and i'm not fat.

they'll question me like "so what did you eat for lunch?" "u sure?" "i think kimi does not eat at all"

WTH.

so here's an example of my dinner:

i had finished the pot of tofu soup and was already half way thru the noodle mountain...


rice + the bit of soup left.


mom hid the maggi mee, but i found it. so thats next.


maggi takes 5 min in microwave to be really soggy so in the mean while... another bowl of plain rice

other barang barang like fishballs and vege and peanuts, not worth taking photo.

maggi is addictive, had another one


admittedly, its a little more than normal, cos i was in a gorging mood. but yeah.


dessert on my bed..

box of nougats, thanx EC!

only like the crunchy ones tho, kei likes the soft ones, 'll pass her them later :)

so there. i prefer to eat alone. having ppl around distracts me from savoring every bite.

RP more important than mambo... yeah

me in the clinic:
"dr H is fully booked today"
"cannot squeeze in ar?"
" sorry, really cannot...Dr H schedule really packed..."
"i come all the way you know!"
"how about next week?"
"har... today can?"
"really cannot, dr H got blah blah blah.."

me on my hp:
"i'm meeting the RP ppl, then promised a fren to help him with his Japanese"
"after that mambo la!"
"that'll be 11++pm, cannot lar"
"vee boyfriend coming you know"
"sorry my schedule really packed..."
"change leh, change leh, mambo eh"
"how about next week?"
"har... tonight la"
"too late notice, cannot... blah blah...."

its like my phone dialogue doesn't change.
sling-kinda-thing thinks that i should make it a rule for friends to book appointments with me.... nt bad idea sia~
sorry lar, sling n yuki, really too short notice, mambo next week k :)

just came back from helping Kenn catch up with his Japanese schoolwork. really dead beat.

btw, HAPPI quarter centuary BIRTHDAY GION~ ONONONONON!!!

i realized that i have no idea who reads my blog.

take for example, the me kayaking at lower seletar with RP. i've mentioned it a dozen times in here but still call it a secret. cos yuki can still ask me why i so burnt. obviously he stopped reading when i got lazy with my postings a few mths back.

means i can say crappy things about him here eh. hmmm...... ahahah.

so the tpssc gang doesn't come here (jimbo maybe heh) ... edamame gang also.... np gang also.... RP won be bothered... bsf family also... nus-fellas... ASE, nop (linn they all so noisy, sure will know if they come)...

many many 猪狗朋友, but those i see dont seem to bother with blogs.

so who are those in my stat counter?

shiok view from my balcony, rain or shine...