presentless teacher

you cannot count your worth by the presents you get or the thank yous. but it sucks when you are the only one with 0 presents. won be so bad if i din have the see the mountains on my fellow trainee teachers' desks.

was the same at last year BSF. i din care much for thank you gifts or cards, din expect it and was cool..... u.n.t.i.l. ppl started telling me that thats not normal, that you usually get some appreciation after all the time and effort you put in for your ppl.

i guess I'm a teacher who is.... i don't know... just a teacher who does not get presents or cards, or thank yous.

cant blame them, I'm terrible at teaching. I'm the teacher more known for her 'nice pants', for being good at sports, for being a mannequin to look at.

i din come to teaching to catwalk, i came to care for them. but kind of hard when i don't think they really care.

won it for being 2nd at the teachers push-up contest. 35 push-ups in 30 secsi dont know how this best teacher award is done, there are like 10 teachers who share the 'most creative teacher' award

and the reasons? cos i use powerpoint to teach math.... interesting, i guess they dont know that i use PP to help me remember the points i want to say and i hate using the whiteboard cos my handwriting is horrible... heee

most of my other classroom ideas result in disaster, games, experiment demonstration.... chaos. but good to know that it is somewhat appealing to them.

gonna go for the teachers day dinner... Hawaii theme.
problem sia~~~ waht to wear?
i'm not being bimboistic!!! how to dress in the mood of the theme and yet be decently covered up but not drabby like some tourist? and may i remind you, i have a very small wardrobe...

the haunting

wish i could haunt my students. 'w.h.e.r.e. i.s. y.o.u.r. h.o.m.e.w.o.r.k.~~~'

tomorrow's the last day of the term and still so many have not handed up their work.


on a different note, i've got my own haunting feeling.
happy has kind of worn out.

next week is hols. and i've got nothing to do.
i wanna go sentosa, i wanna go somewhere to chill out. but with a friend.
i practically pleaded with ppl lor... but my friends are not the chill out kind. they are the laze around at home kind....

hyper me

BSF is talking about marriage, relationships, reconciliation, temptation.. blah blah
which is making it very hard to do the BSF homework. seriously, what do you want me to say?
so i talk about my students. alot. i think i hogg too much of the sharing time! ahahha
i pick and choose which qns i want to share (usually every 3rd qn.. to space them apart)

you can see i really want to ans the qn when i'm looking around to see if anyone else wants to speak up! i was bouncing so much in my chair, i think i irritated lie wei and alan (sorry guys~)

thats hyper me.

marina bay run

first time i ran for some one else. running to encourage otosan to run.

was not used to controlling my speed and pace.
but in the end it felt great, running for some one else.
at first i thought fu wen was crazy, running for me last year and running for my dad this year, now i understand. the meaningfulness of helping someone else achieve.

MJ at yuki's place,



my only huge win...

when pizza comes, the game pauses, priorities man....

fu wen making shiro do some parapara thing...

the MRT goldfish

was sitting absentmindedly in the mrt on my way back when i realized that i was sitting infront of this. dunnoe what it is for but nice.

just me pulling stupid faces for the heck of it
man i really gained weight, like 50+++ now lar...
i dont really go by the scale, more by how my clothes fit, and they are super tight... crap, and i dont have time to shop.

salmon heaven

instead of having the usual borrriiiinnngggly llloooooong contact time meetings, we were brought on learning trips. theres the;

alexander hospital group (i dislike doctors),
the SMU group (seriously, what can be interesting about that, and
the salmon gourmet group (din even have to think about it)

there's water droplets condensing on the ceiling!!! argh, raining salmon juice!

i was the only one appropiately attired, rubber shoes and a pashmina... comfy and warm... yeah

racks and racks of mmmmmmmmmmmmm....... these are for IKEA,

nop, not for puffing, its for smoking the salmon.. looks freaky, like some gas chamber...

all salmon, all crazily slick , smooth and makes me piggish, nvm la

its crazy crazy crazy cold, like shopping in the north pole!!!, i can only tahan a few min then got to thaw before shopping again

din buy much cos had to go BSF and din want to lug around a bunch of frozen salmon...

salmon satay!!!, ate half of it in 1 go..... salmon wrapped around gourmet cheese with wasabi.... eat until really sick of cheese, but more salmon pleezzzzzzeeee

nisa, soo sad you could not join us!!!!!! and eugene too.... hai.

apparently salmon is the safest seafood you can eat cos you cant die even if it is bad, you just lao sai. even more reason for me~~~

i will bite

wed is the crazy day of the week. i'm like running from class to class. so when i'm delayed i'm pissed.
ahahha, show fangs liao. not screaming, not shouting. just staring. lowering volume of voice one moment and raising it the next.
fangs is only to threten to bite. i still dont have the heart to blast the kids one on one.

i will bite, soon. not time to bite yet.

bite me if you dare

dear 'you know which class and which students', each day COULD be hell.

but i've got my happy.

actually there're many advantages in being a female teacher.

learnt another one today. i can raise my voice at a male student without as much fear that he will get defensive and attack me. male teachers need to be more careful.

if the shark bites the goldfish, no one will blame the goldfish

i'm happy

i've been happy since yesterday. ahaah. no reason why, just happy. thank you Jesus.

i'm still in the staff room 7am to 7pm... and i've got tuuition until 930pm.

it must really be the joy of the lord

ASE vs jubilee

all saints vs jubilee p

0-1 (jearsey 24)

1-1 [Jon]

2-1 [Joel]

3-1 [anders]

4-1 [cheng wei]

heng heng. which reminds me, fu wen din play. he let everyone else play. :)

gd day gd day. worship was fun. wanted to tell my friend that i was happy but din get the chance, too many ppl.

went with fu wen to collect the race pac for the shears run. walked in the rain with a useless umbrella.., ahahah. i got the direction right for once.

goody bag is strawberry milkshake :( i dont like.

then i realized i forgot all about my dad!!!!! soooooo sorry!!!!!! i completely forgot that he was running too. hope he does not see this blog post.

i keep eating i keep keep eating

the only form of leisure for me now. its really bad but i cant stop.

when i'm upset and stressed, its the urge to eat anything edible. eat until stomache pain. then sit and stare at comp. then when ok, eat again.

ppl get addicted to drugs, cigarettes. i'm addicted to carbo. and chocolates

of cos it does not help, i know but i still do it.

why am i so different from my fighter self. darn. i used to be strong willed, now i just dont care.

match of the season

sia lar,,,, fierce,,,, ping yi secondary school field

all saints Vs BBTC aka twin towers

1-0 [joses]

2-0 [jon]

2-1

3-1 [cheng wei]

3-2

4-2 [anders]

yellow card fly, yellow card fly again, red card fly, red card fly again

i dont understand. but yuki explain.

i'm looking at the people, not the game

darn, goldfishes cannot play soccer

look fierce not fierce

'you have a fierce face when you dont smile, you should be great as a teacher!'

nop.
cos i pretend only. pretend fierce does not work
i'm still a goldfish

boygirlnomics

Justin, yuki, fu wen and I discussing why yuki seems to be in touch with all the girls and we arn't.

apparently there're a couple of criterias.
1) you have to be single --> if you are attached, they will be scared tt the gf object
2) you cannot be handsome --> so that there is no attraction involved

Fail criteria 1

Fail criteria 2

so what about me? apparently i failed the very basic criteria, criteria 0 --> cannot be a girl