Wednesday, July 2, 2008

ani in my dream

everyone has had a dream that they dont want to reveal. dreams that depict the desires of the very human heart. greed, lust, envy, gluttony, vengence, vanity, pride.

you know it would be bad if the dream were to come true. yet you do kind of like the fantasy. when you wake up its like "darn, go back to sleep, go back to sleep!". you close your eyes and keep still and force your mind to get back to the dream. to go back to part 2 of the fantasy.

more often than not, there is no part 2. and you're stuck in a morning of reality.


i dreamt of Ani. on a street. in a classroom. supposedly talking but i dont know what.
i could look in Ani's eyes. and i smile. for once, i could look in my friend's eyes for a long time.

i was so pissed when my alarm rang. i switched it off and curled up. i was just drifting off into part 2 when my 2nd alarm rang!
freak, i wanted to take MC!!!


but thats childish. so i got up to face another day in which i promised to banish Ani from my life.

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