failed my practicum

yeah. the admin office called in the afternoon.
poor girl was real apologetic about it. lousy job to break bad news to ppl.

anyway, i'm ok. i won't say i'm cool about it cos it sux.

my education has always been smooth sailing. i got what i wanted. always.
so failing sux.

but hey, i thought, joel fought through his recent acedemic disappointment.
he could not get into medicine. he's always succeeded, it must be hard on his pride.
if he can,,,, so can i.

ever caring fufu came by after work, just to see how i was.
told him about it.
he said something interesting:
"you really like the kuan brothers don't you?"
"huh?"
"you admire them"
"eh????"
"the other time you were saying 'if joses can so can i', now you're saying 'if joel can so can i'"
"nono, i mean they... no, its just that... hmm..i can say if xxx can so can i. he's... no erm.. ok, lets say the other brothers we know... er... kan brothers? er..."

i dont know why i totally stumbled over my words. if it were any other brothers i'd be cool with it. i dont dislike them.. far from it. i don know. i just feel weird. i cannot face the kuan brothers if they are side by side. its just uncomfortable.


ok, no more emo...

lookie lookie at what grandma sent me!!its for my birthday... she always sends japanese products
(for her grandkids to remember the taste of japan)

i din want her to send heavy stuff like rice/ mochi/ ramen, so i told her i love seaweed.

alamak.. looks like half a years supply....

i just LOVE furikake on rice so actually its not going to last very long ..... hee.....