goodbye guitar

14th b'day present from my mom

my first ever guitar, broke its neck in 2 during the millennium party. fuwen tried to fix it, glued the fracs back and put a balm on the main crack. never played like before. still held on till it until now, tho i have a new one, cristmas prez from yeeps two years ago. hmm.... last year my xmas prez was a keyboard... seems like all my music stuff are prez... ipod for vday, CDs for xmas...

next thing i'm aiming for is a bass guitar. already taking lessons, with 'zip'. yeah, 22 year old rocker geek who likes to show off his crazy talent. forgot his real name. i call him zip. wanna know why? ask Linn ;P

i've got so much to give

planned to go salvation army again today but stomach ache from eating too much solid food again. raargh!!!

its a hp camera what do you expect, sure delayed reaction lor..

gosh i love the place. i'm not a vintage digger kind of person, and i don't buy stuff just becos they are cheap. but somehow, i like the feel of the place. its like a museum, the weird stuff that they have there.

i've got so many good things to give away. i like having belongings only as much as i can pack into 3 large suitcases.

eating so much makes me sleepy, i gonna kun.. ta ta

closing chapter 24

i've been sitting here for quite a few mins and i still don't know what to type.

can i just start by asking everyone to forget last year? cos i want to forget it. and i cant forget it if everyone keeps asking me about it. there were two times in my life so far i made a huge mess of my life. the first time was when i was 21. the second time was last year, 24.


and with each time, i just wanted to start things afresh. at 21, i overhauled my life. din really do a good job at that. cos i missed things, i missed people. now, lets just say, i'm hauling back the things that i threw out the other time. minus Cinderella.

btw, Cinderella is not who or what you think it is.

and finally, i'm beginning to accept what life is like after Snow-white. yeah, it was 8mths ago, but i have delayed reactions to things. and at the back of my mind, i never really thought he could not love me anymore. maybe it was because i never really knew why he loved me in the first place. i think he does not know the reason himself.

so when can we say its truely over and close this chapter?

either he finds someone else, or i find someone else. and its not going to happen, at least for many many years, cos its just not within our nature. i'm not being arrogant, i know him. tho i know that he might not think the same way for me.


we could open that bottle of wine. the ice wine that was made the year we got together. he said we would either drink it when we wed, or when it ends.

so, Snowwhite, make that decision. dont ask me if i want to pop the bottle. you want it, fight for it, you dont want it, dont beat around the bush. make the first move, i'm not going to this time.

just have 1 qn tho, i dont know what to do with all the things he gave me. its all over my room and its starting to look strange (i.e. hanging on to the past)...

Yuki の kitchen episode 1 (introducing ESCY)

i dont know which was the bigger whoohaa, that it was the first time our edamame gang was cooking, or that it was the first time that we'd be seeing the much talked about Edwin Soh Chin Yan. yes, capital ESCY. come to think of it, it looks like Ecstasy. well... i digress.

since i just recovered from a week of merlioning, i din really wanna turn up, but sling threatened to downgrade me from a leech to a worm.... heh, couldn't squirm out

Mr multi-talent

i really thought that ESCY was gonna cook with us, but the smart boy was busy scoring brownie points!

the first thing we did was ofcos, cook edamame. from then on, it seemed to take shape that i would boil stuff, and clean stuff ... sling will season stuff, cut stuff and sing stuff... and yuki will be a gordon ramsey (minus the vulgarities) and do the rest.

yuki: bring me my towel pls (i hold it up for him)
i need a plate (sling digs up one)
where's the olive oil? (i get it, open it and put it infront of him)
truffle oil? (sling gets it)

siling! you left the fire unattended!
kimi, why you cut the onions so slow!

ahahhahahaha... jia lat, we're really terrible helpers.

boil the vege, boil the pasta

steak with black truffle oil!

shishamo. in the broiler for 5 min then squeezed half a lemon over

1 can tomato + onion + garlic + spices + mussles

mussels, $1.90 a pack!

where are the muscles from?
uncle tat jin: the ocean.
yuki (with the air of wisdom) : no no. they are from ...(all of us expecting some knowledge)...the supermarket.

all of us: . . .

dinner after 2+hrs in the kitchen!

lastly, this absurd tissue box

can open properly dont want, purposely make a hole at the bottom of the box for what?


haaaaaaaaaa.... stay tuned for episode 2, probably kimi vs sling challenge!

the good the bad and the ugly

the good

we've got a new youth pastor, Ezekiel tan.

introing himself

prayer workshop 1

the bad

crappy sling and siyuan, stop it with the nonsense talk!

the downright ugly

around MN at orchard
is this driver retarded or what?

half a mind to post it in STOMP.