my dream tombstone

having fever, feeling tired, feeling hot...
cos the fever is burning up my cells. and guess what it is burning? my muscles!!!!
nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.....

noticed that my reflection looked inaccurate so i stepped on the scale and
49kg
tried pushups. 6 sia~~~~ 6! boo~

but no time to train, today is ASE leader's retreat day 1
i wonder why it is called a retreat.. we don't stay over and it is held in church.
its like an intense sunday
it should be called ASE leaders training course.

take away: what do you want to be remembered by? what do you want ppl to put on your tomb stone?

my dream tombstone...
in the end, so i want to be
Always remembered for... looking good, dressing well?
(wa, that is so embarrassingly sad)

Always remembered for... her sporting achievements?
(den what, hang medals over grave ar?)

Always remembered for... being a fun loving, interesting girl who lived a fun life?
(so my purpose on earth is to have fun....er...)

Always remembered for... being a loving wife and mother, filial daughter, caring friend and teacher, and generous neighbor who made a difference to many ppl's life?
(somehow, that's not enough...)

pastor derrick once told us that he's aiming for his tombstone to write:
Always remembered for... being a godly man.
it inspired me so i remembered it all these years.

but i dont want it carved up out of goodwill. i want it to be true.
i've got ALOT of work to do sia~~~~