mom's 61 years young!

woke up and realized that i din know whether i needed to be in school or not. but to be on the safe side, i decided to go anyway. @!%#!$%!, i din have to show up since i had afternoon invigilation! waste my time travelling to braddell and back... i could be sleeping sia..er, no lar, who am i kidding, i'm an early bird... i cant sleep past 8am even if i wanted to!

hoo haaa to the pre holidays!!! i have more time to spend with my family :)

was so hard to get every one home at the same time to celebrate mom's birthday...(actually its tomorrow)

mom does not look 61 at all! she hardly looks 51....

we only eat together 5 times a year. 4 birthdays + new year. and almost always, its pizza and pasta and fastfood! dad loves it and its like the most convenient delivery number so yeah...

this time i ordered canadian pizza's mix n' match combo meal..oh wait, i ordered 2 of it :P

MIX N’ MATCH COMBO

1 Regular (10”) Pizza of your choice & 1 of the following side orders:
Baked Lasagna
Jumbo Chicken Wings (3 pcs) & Garlic Toast
Shepherd’s Pie & Garlic Toast
Macaroni Sausage

$23.40
(u.p. $24.80)

beef lasagna

so far, i've never tasted decent lasagna. this comes the closest lar...

shepheard's pie

kinda small portion, it says that 1 combo meal fills 2-3 ppl, can lar... if you have 1 girl 1 guy. or 3 kids.

atlantis

just wanted to try those that i haven't tried b4. verdict --> i can make that = not worth it

beef bacon cheeseburger

shiiioookkk to the max! its no. 1 on my pizza list now.

awwwww...

i wanna marry a guy just like my dad! and i wanna be just like my mom when i'm 61... well, just a little more sporty... heee

who wears it best?

freaked! ....the staff seminar was like so out of my league that i started doing my matthew 28 homiletics... was at the part where the angel moved away the huge stone infront of the tomb and sat on it, hmm verse 2?... e P was giving his opening address at that point and so i turned around to check out what was his topic, and guess what... on the powerpoint , flashed big and bold: rolling away the huge stone.....!!! i was like "what the crap??????" well, it turned out that he was talking about overcoming big obstacles but hey, it was God loud and clear to me saying "stop doing your BSF homework and listen to your P!"... alamak... early morning kena scolding liao...

its kinda useless having me in any discussion group in the seminar cos i'm like how new.... i hardly know how the school system works let alone contribute any useful ideas for adjustments....
so i sit there eat curry puffs and chocolate. they really feed teachers well...

dont you hate it when someone wears the same shirt as you and then sits beside you?... too bad guys dont enjoy variety in their wardrobe options,

who wears it best?

i vote roy, cos i prefer long sleeves rolled up :)

totally love watching the work-wear fashion display that goes on every tuesday BSF DL meeting. soooooo chic!!! the heels, the tailor cut pensil skirts, matching bags and accessories.... fitted jackets... perfect make up... not a hair out of place... and all at the end of the day!!! i kow tow to you girls~

3 uncles, a girl and a pool parlor

saw this sign outside the parkway hawker centre

i dont suppose ppl tip the stalls there but still....

unless they mean no 'spilling' .. which still does not make much sense.

matt called me during the conversational evangelism lesson to go for a ride... at 11pm+++ .. with abel and alan?!?!? since i love rides and i've got an hour to burn before Cinderella finishes his stuff so...
oh well, why not! ahhaha... but as soon as i saw our poor dr alan crammed at the back of the friggin small lancer, it w.a.s.n.t. s.u.c.h. a. g.o.o.d. i.d.e.a. a.f.t.e.r. a.l.l.

sooooo... we went pooling!

abel = chao tai ko... seriously nothing to say...

alan= 3 min suicide... whats with you and the black ball sia...

matthew= alan bad blood... its like a new yuki and justin!

kimi = jinx... what a rubbish way to win.....

treated my 'uncles' to supper at geylang taohui.. had to literally fight and pull with abel for the bill! interestingly, none of us wanted any tao hui or the famous you tiao... more interested in the glutinous rice.. looks like chinese sushi to me!

*yawn*... tired... if cinderella does not hurry up, i'm going to sleep...

shiok shiok.. rolling around now... on my new psudo king sized bed!

helooooo SDBA, long time no see!

today's post exam activity is dragon boating!!! and let me repeat, I WAS NEVER IN A DRAGON BOATING TEAM! i was in kayaking teams which DBed for fun... ahaha. and for winning easy medals.

thank God for the b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. weather!

the place looks almost the same as i remember it. still lao kok kok... but with more toilet cubicles!

i'm sooo white now!

the water's MUCH cleaner now. i think can thrash macritchie soon! still remember the times where a dead cat or two while rowing is the norm.

they even cleaned up all the junk at the pontoon shore. i wonder if they dug up all the oakleys and watches at the river bed...

this was the same attire i wore for my 16k race... means alot to me.

jiao lian, i miss you! anthony was our JC jiao lian and we dont care what others say, he's a great coach albeit an unorthrodox one... hee

hell.. whoops, nono, heath zone!

it was definately not hell lor,,,, i wonder why the other teachers call it that...

brought the sec 1E classes to HPB for... fun? ahahha. luckily i'm wearing pants sia... the amount of running and jumping involved, was so heated that i din need a jacket in the air con!

realized after all the photo taking that cameras were not allowed... hmm... neh mind la!

if thats the case then i am frozen, raw and simple
i shall keep this photo in my hp to remind me to eat like a person, not a pig...

so thats what otosan can see....

kimi in a science center-like place is llike a kid in a candy shop!

was intending to be more serious but then the girls jio me take photo...

the best skater jump i could do in my almost too tight pants

n so the narcissism starts... ahahah

i'm not a girl~ not yet a woman~
look left, look right, no students... whore whore whore!

bite me!

its soo cushiony and comfy! lazed around for quite some time... ahhaa....

gonna go first TPY for 'o' level invigilation now, really sad to watch some students commit acedemic suicide by sleeping instead of doing the paper.

what kind of dance is this?!?

3 guys from 4e1 doing their graduation ceremony thang~


what the.... totally meaningless but an interesting performance. not something you would expect from a bookwise class!

smile kimi smile...

smile kimi smile... stay kimi stay...

dont love, kimi, dont love... dont stuff, kimi, dont stuff...

life goes on. ani never existed anyway.

melamine melamine melamine !!!

ngaaaahhhhh... * cracks back*, just got home from yuki's ... where i won mj BIG TIME! yeah, the queen of freak luck is baaack with her mojo!!! ahahaha.... actually win or lose is ok lar... cos no money involved, we only get... hmm... bragging rights and suan-ing rights.


starting tiles on one of my games... freak luck !?!?!?!
the next round i got these... 3 from my starting deck and the chicky from my bu pai!wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!! fu wen wants to play wii!!! i think it sounds like wee. playing wee.... hmm.... kia also play wee... hmm.... wrong wrong. ahhahah. they lehman brothers lar...
melamine melamine melamine.... that was the topic of the night! fu wen wants islander ice cream. teh tarik. or horlics. maybe we'll all go there tomorrow. take the melamine challenge, see who can eat more milky stuff and die! wahahah.
yuki's mom soo good, bought ice cream cones for us. lehman brothers darn happy. cos cooies and cream, more chance of melamine.

had worship practice earlier in the day. yeeps was there = sooper funky grunge rock worship style!!!

guess who...?
love the hat! ... the pic looks like some one super imposed the hat on poor L _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _'s head!

yupsie! its my every bubbly linn! us and our hats.. heee

crap, throat very dry... gonna drink some stuff den lie on bed and hope to sleep. think of melamine. heh.

brehhhhhh~

yuki federer i think short n spiky suits you MUCH better... whadda you guys think?

ANYWAY..............................................................................................

woke up at 4 plus feeling gross... but die die also cannot take MC. thank goodness i din puke in the train!

2 bottles, thats all it took sia~ maybe cos i drank too fast and on a stomache filled with junk!

look like crap, feel like crap. tonight's definately off...

i friggin lucky that i dont have classes today! so spent the time chit chatting with jamie and stupidly spun my chair round and round... dumb thing to do.... brehhhhhh~

school jacket! XS dam big la....

i love dress down fridays! they're bringing us to do some south ridges walk. its near NUS... hmmm.... maybe can go drop in on Dr alan.... thad... fang....

4 hrs later ..............................................................................

whoa!... i started typing this post at 830am and fell asleep on my desk until now!
and NOBODY bothered me! hungry sia... dunnoe what to eat. i guess botak jones again...

home 'alone' day 0

lay on the bed, chatting with otosan when i noticed that its a full moon today! so gorgeous!!! dancing in the moonlight~everybody's feeling warm and bright~ its such a fine and natural sight~ everybody's dancing in the moonlight~

6am view from my balcony

kissed mom and dad bon voyage and its off to school!

turtle necks and hot choc keeps me warm

their plane leaves at 2 plus pm so cant make it in time to send them off... dang.

quite surprised that dad's not hyped up about it, i mean its his first vacation trip with mom in like.... 10 +++ years? ok la, so its with uncle william and all... light bulbs.. ahahahhaha. but then he's like me... after years of flying here and there, we dont really dig travelling that much.

so its just me, kei and coffee until monday night :)

planned something for tmr night but dunnoe whether to take a rain check... parents overseas and all .... whats my plans? dun tell you... secret... tsk tsk.. wat you thinking? ahhahahahah

whoops, class starting soon.. tata!

go back to kayaking?!?!

645am in the staff pantry :)

really thinking whether i'll be able to cope with BSF leadership next year. i want to be a better teacher, i want to devote my time to my very first form class and my very first CCA.

its expected that i would be given lower sec classes and girl guides as my CCA. i'm fine with anything although i would prefer to have a sports CCA. i think God heard my thoughts, cos some thing happened that totally stunned me......

came up to ask if i would be interested in starting a canoeing CCA for the normal acad kids. mainly to reach out to the wayward boys... if i say yes it would be a proposal, if no then nothing.

I DONT KNOW!

my 1st thought was "shoot, go back to the canoeing scene???"

my 2nd thought was "yay! go back to the canoeing scene!!!"

i had a love hate relationship with kayaking. still kinda do. but since this was definately God's working, i told him yes. the rest is in God's hands... come december, i'll knnow the outcome of the proposal. pray for me!

chelet pics

finally got the rest of the photos of the chelet!

hopping game by the pool

i have no idea what i was doing... scratching my toes?
water baby loves the cam!
only for 12 and under. who cares, wheeeeee!
triple wheee!

taking a break from taking too many photos...

Daphne trying to take an 'upskirt' pic of me

miss the sun and water and ice cream and mee pok and balloons and my spongebob girls!!!.... :(

today has been class after class after class.... not that i hate it, mind you! i;m giving out the exam papers and going through the answers. its just the look on my students faces, the excitement, the happiness, the dissappointment...

i feel so proud of those who have done well, those who thought they failed but passed, a class who had half distinctions....

i feel so pained for those who did not get what they were capable of. the look of regret.... i feel majorly responsible, perhaps they would have done better if another teacher taught them...

tired, long day. kinda distracted by personal life so was very inefficient. but still smiling... :)

i love my kids! i LOVE being able to help them!

hooo crap

i must be crazy. going down the dark side. 1 barcardi and i start talking nonsense. how to club like that? i'll be dancing on the table after a few drinks... no, i think i will wake up married to some alaskan-crab hunter.

still... no matter how much i want to destroy my life with havoc of sorts, that was unwarrented. hooo crap. doc was right, i am self loathing. in his words "dangerously self destructive in response to bad things in life". hooo crap. hooo boy.

imaginiff !

tried to dress myself without wearing clothes that were bought by others... ended up with a crappy combination. so no narcissism today. lets see my dearies instead!

the 3 jailbirds

qiufang (the one one showing off her teeth) ... i noticed all the photos i take of you.... you have the same pose!!!!

slowly read our msgs k! pai seh for my crappy msg... i had 30 seconds to write it!

went to mind's cafe at princep for our cell outing. IMAGINIFF was the waaaayy blast! it's a game which tests your understanding of each other. a bit unfair lor, guys!! you all know each other for like since childhood, i only came in 5 1/2 years ago!

some expected answers (the advisor that jerry is most likely to be: marital advisor),,, some tsk tsk tsk sss (won say, later they whack me) ....... some pakar answers! but when it comes to questions about me, they refuse to play seriously :( must be becos i was winning... by ALOT....

details no fun, you gotta be there. oh btw, if you go there, skip the munchies (b.o.r.i.n.g). go for the snackies (potato wedges) floats are soso, go for the sparkling mango!

remembered that i needed a better wadrobe so shopped around bugis... den vivo....

my latest muse: toga tops, grey jeans, satin halter necks.... and in serious colors.
betcha, these things are gonna be the IN stuff. always happens. i should be writing for the 'next fashion must have' column!
sigh**, couldn't find anything i liked tho.

so, i bought these...

tadah! can fit cards + cash + charcoal + marie!

BUT... marie is no longer marie cos i got her a new skin!

since some think i'm a she devil........


sooo cute!!! i might even consider going back to get the angel skin as well!

actually, looks kinda like a ghost... reminds me of the 'coffee and TV' MTV... my all time fave...

anger management

its great having many doc friends for ppl like me who only go to the clinics for MCs.

well, doc says that i'm angry. thats why i do what i do. some where along the years, i've turned from a person who blares out to one that keeps it in. so in that i cant i cant tell the source of my anger.

so who am i angry at? myself? others? den how? how to change back or at least change for e better? is that really that bad?..... ahahhaha.. bombarded him until he reminded me that he was still a pre-qualified doc. lets see.... 4/5 th doc right? in conculsion, i am to " find the answers yourself".... thanx man... thats like "hey, your symptoms show you have cancer, ok, heal yourself"

i'm so annoyed at people who keep telling me to eat. ppl teasing me that i dont eat. I DONT EAT? you've got to be kidding me. thats like saying yuki doesnt talk, or kia doesn't sleep, jamie smiles too much, cheryl and kei should buy more clothes, jimbo needs more money, joses grades are too low, fuwen earns too much, alan ho is too short, darius is too polite, faith is too free, si yuan needs to lose weight, justin is... erm... not weird? okok... you should get the picture.

is this braahhhdee irritating force feeding that made eating infront of others worse than eating shit. my 'friends' used to order food and if i dont eat it, it proves that i'm anorexic! yeah i'm angry, i think it would be easier if i was sooper fat, then those 'friends' will feel more assured.

CC '07 pics

found some photos from last year church camp on the chinese side web site...

this year no camp. kinda miss it. 5 years that i've been in All Saints. 5 church camps. not a single one was with fu wen. and now it doesn't matter anymore.

ASC and ASE combined. more participants than ASE whole congregation!

i soo envy those who can go with their whole family.

we should have appointed a photographer for ASE... hundreds of photos and only 1 of our youth!

lov lov ~ my song bird dearie :)

camps are crazy. really crazy. non-friends become best friends. friends become strangers. for that few days, we're suspended from real life.

once you are back, reality hits you hard. real hard.

Last day of exams

i'm soo sleepy.. dang dang dang!

very bad night. all your fault, you know who you are.

woke up at 710am, sooper late!

pissed at myself for letting other ppl's trash talk get to me... got a cab but din know what was the address of the school. halama... wake up kimi!!!

thank God the uncle darn zai. ended up just in time for the 727am assembly.

i love my crocs mary janes!crocs wins hands down in the comfort factor! usually crocs=ugly, but this is preppy cute, thanx mom :)

exam time must wear silent shoes and boring clothes. less distraction for the students.

dunnoe who said tt i have long toes. i guess so, i crack them alot....

last paper's just over. i'm gonna miss 3E2... miss staring at your faces, counting the number of ppl who wear specs... seeing the looks on your faces when i say "time's up!". its marking time! sigh~

snap shots

my friend googled my name for images and found these, along with those of a burly looking prof. "you could have given them better photos of yourself"

ahahhah... oh man...

teaching assistant mug shot

i had just come back from training and was just propped infront of a white screen in the lab! he said it was for voting for outstanding TA,,, how i know it would be my hons photo....

photo for the MJLear research team website prof Lear wanted a passport sized photo and i din have one... when i 1st saw the website i was mortified! i looked soo unsciency!!!

ooh.. i miss my kayaking chemist days :)

har.. clown food again...

its ridiculous lar... sunday went Macs... yesterday had Macs.. today Macs again...

i haven had macs for like years and now i'm at a clown house everyday!!!

yesterday's table @ T2gave him HW but cant read his handwriting!!!

jeremy having exams so its chiong chiong chion tuition in a row!

for all those who hate being cold like me ... Macs at marina is warm and n.i.c.e. :) :) :) its warmer than the marina toilets lor!

saw Daniel ng and jon kong dating sia~~~ ahahha

fillet -o- fish n chips

grown boy is more scared of cold than i am...you made me late for my BSF! raarrr!

today was phototaking day after BSF meeting. is that y so many ppl were wearing color coordinated outfits? hmph, never tell me earlier...

same back drop, same arrangement as last year, shortest in center tallest at sides and back.

i moved 2 places!!! yay!!! either i'm taller or we're recruiting shorter DLs. i think i'm taller. 1.62m yesh... i've grown 1cm. kei... hear that? i'm same height as you now.