Monday, October 6, 2008

insecure betty


i'm the breadwinner. i'm the da jie. i'm a cell leader, the DL, the teacher, the Christian.
i have to be secure for all these ppl.


i miss so many of the people who make me feel secure and ok to be just me.
overseas, or just busy... or in some cases, just gone forever

maybe thats y i cannot sleep. don't feel secure enough to sleep.
in my imagination there'd be someone who'd lie beside me until i fall asleep. not really working cos right now, i dont have a face to paste on him.

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