its great having many doc friends for ppl like me who only go to the clinics for MCs.
well, doc says that i'm angry. thats why i do what i do. some where along the years, i've turned from a person who blares out to one that keeps it in. so in that i cant i cant tell the source of my anger.
so who am i angry at? myself? others? den how? how to change back or at least change for e better? is that really that bad?..... ahahhaha.. bombarded him until he reminded me that he was still a pre-qualified doc. lets see.... 4/5 th doc right? in conculsion, i am to " find the answers yourself".... thanx man... thats like "hey, your symptoms show you have cancer, ok, heal yourself"
i'm so annoyed at people who keep telling me to eat. ppl teasing me that i dont eat. I DONT EAT? you've got to be kidding me. thats like saying yuki doesnt talk, or kia doesn't sleep, jamie smiles too much, cheryl and kei should buy more clothes, jimbo needs more money, joses grades are too low, fuwen earns too much, alan ho is too short, darius is too polite, faith is too free, si yuan needs to lose weight, justin is... erm... not weird? okok... you should get the picture.
well, doc says that i'm angry. thats why i do what i do. some where along the years, i've turned from a person who blares out to one that keeps it in. so in that i cant i cant tell the source of my anger.
so who am i angry at? myself? others? den how? how to change back or at least change for e better? is that really that bad?..... ahahhaha.. bombarded him until he reminded me that he was still a pre-qualified doc. lets see.... 4/5 th doc right? in conculsion, i am to " find the answers yourself".... thanx man... thats like "hey, your symptoms show you have cancer, ok, heal yourself"
i'm so annoyed at people who keep telling me to eat. ppl teasing me that i dont eat. I DONT EAT? you've got to be kidding me. thats like saying yuki doesnt talk, or kia doesn't sleep, jamie smiles too much, cheryl and kei should buy more clothes, jimbo needs more money, joses grades are too low, fuwen earns too much, alan ho is too short, darius is too polite, faith is too free, si yuan needs to lose weight, justin is... erm... not weird? okok... you should get the picture.
is this braahhhdee irritating force feeding that made eating infront of others worse than eating shit. my 'friends' used to order food and if i dont eat it, it proves that i'm anorexic! yeah i'm angry, i think it would be easier if i was sooper fat, then those 'friends' will feel more assured.
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