Angel (sarah McLachlan)

Spend all your time waiting For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay

There�s always one reason To feel not good enough
And it�s hard at the end of the day

I need some distraction Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins

Let me be empty And weightless and maybe
I�ll find some peace tonight

heard that mabel and fabian are back together again. its probably old news but its news. cos they were dating when we all were in TKSS, den they broke up, and had their own happenings, and a decade later, i hear they're back.

and i know that many are counting on that for fu wen n i.

time heals, and that kinda sucks actually. cos it means that memories fade, and you dont really miss each other anymore. it becomes normal to not be at each other's family gatherings, normal to not know whats happening in each other's lives. normal to not tell each other things, sad things, even happy things.

i can wear the stuff he gave me without thinking about him, go the places we used to go, do the things we used to do, hardly reminiscing. maybe i just learned to shut the thoughts somewhere cos they're useless, or maybe i'm hard hearted.

some say that i dumped him, that i'm commitment phobic and he wanted to settle down. they can say whatever they want.

and certainly, there are alot of rascals who are going all out with the nonsense stories. judging by the average rumour, i seem to be a very happening wildchild.

admittedly, there are SOME with basis, but it amuses me to keep them guessing. i like being cryptic.